»Mom, there's something i need to let you know...
Saturday, December 4, 2010

I was browsing through some websites when I came upon Girls' Generation song, Dear Mom. After looking at the lyrics, I felt like there's something I owe my mom. That is the abundance of love. I missed going to the market with my mom. I miss eating with my mom. She's busy and I'm busy. Words exchange in a day is getting lesser and lesser. She's not feeling well yet I can't take good care of her. I failed my duty as a daughter.
I will make a different. I don't want to wait till Mother's Day then I make her day. I will do it every day. I want to let her feel as though everyday's a Mother's Day. (:
My dad too. I will fulfill my duty to love both of them. God teaches me to love. (:
I miss my grandmother. Both of them. Though one is not here anymore. But I still love her the same.
I want to dedicate this song, Dear Mom by Girls' Generation to all moms! (:
It's in Korean but I will put the English lyrics instead. (:
"For some reason, today feels so difficult and exhausting
I hold my pillow closer as I sit alone in my room
I fidget with my phone as my heart
For some reason feels empty today
The suddenly ringing phone surprises me
I hear your voice, asking me if I ate today
Although at times, they annoyed me, today those words feel different
And all the forgotten promises I've made come flooding back to me
I hold my pillow closer as I sit alone in my room
I fidget with my phone as my heart
For some reason feels empty today
The suddenly ringing phone surprises me
I hear your voice, asking me if I ate today
Although at times, they annoyed me, today those words feel different
And all the forgotten promises I've made come flooding back to me
I will become a warm hearted person
I will become a person that puts others first
I will fulfill the wishes of your love
The person who I share my dreams with
The one who used to comb my hair, I think of my mom
I will become a person that puts others first
I will fulfill the wishes of your love
The person who I share my dreams with
The one who used to comb my hair, I think of my mom
Although at times, I hurt you because of my wrong decisions
You quietly watched over me from afar
Although I'm still a young and clumsy child
I think I understand now
The meaning of your silent prayers
You quietly watched over me from afar
Although I'm still a young and clumsy child
I think I understand now
The meaning of your silent prayers
I will become a warm hearted person
I will become a person that puts others first
I will fulfill the wishes of your love
The person who I share my dreams with
The one who used to comb my hair, I think of my mom
I will become a person that puts others first
I will fulfill the wishes of your love
The person who I share my dreams with
The one who used to comb my hair, I think of my mom
What should I do? My heart is still so small
If I let go of your hand, I'm not sure if I can make it without you
I don't think I'm ready yet
And I'm scared
I will become a wise daughter
Give me courage
No matter where I go, I will be a daughter you can be proud of
I will fulfill the wishes of your love
With all the love that you have shown me
I will have a warm heart
I was too shy to express this to you clearly
Mom, I truly love you"
If I let go of your hand, I'm not sure if I can make it without you
I don't think I'm ready yet
And I'm scared
I will become a wise daughter
Give me courage
No matter where I go, I will be a daughter you can be proud of
I will fulfill the wishes of your love
With all the love that you have shown me
I will have a warm heart
I was too shy to express this to you clearly
Mom, I truly love you"
Today, for no reason, feels so hard to go through. You're all that I wanted yet can't have. I needed you. Yet you never needed me...
I think my heart broke a little again today. The only solution is to see your face again.
I love to hear your laughter because at least I know, you're happy.
words spilled @ 9:10 PM /
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