Time is definitely not playing fair with me now. haha. I should be sleeping now but am doing research for IRDD. Why? Because there's Tutorial for IRDD and because there's Raymond Wong! haha.

Space planning assignment 1 tmr. I'm so dead. I can't finish drawing one program in an hour. How am I to finish about 3 programs in 2 hours time. I don't like to draw hotel suites. haha. But I'm glad is an open book assignment.

Tmr's bag is going to be very heavy. I'm not leaving any books behind in clubroom because of some reasons. haha. I'm not gonna say it cause it's childish. hahah.

Night meeting tmr for the camp. Had been spending most of the time in the clubroom recently. Should make use of the time to revise though. Should do that with effect from today. I shall not be distracted by Uno cards and Monopoly!

Okays, I guess I should be sleeping now. Cause I can't keep my eyes open anymore! haha. =)
















Down with a flu recently. It was sore throat at first then slowly it developed into a flu and cough. Even hot days I will sneeze which is a strange thing to happen. haha. I'm sneezing now. haha. With a tissue by my side, I'm ok. haha.

It's the last day of this week. Which means, first week of school is over. It's somehow different. Put aside the fact that we are year 2, there's so many changes. haha. I had not gone to other schools for lunch except to Business school for lectures. If not, I will be always at the back part of Engine School. CLUBROOM! hahah. Every day, stayed till late in the evening around 6plus pm then go home. I think I could get use to it. hahahha. =P But I know I should not keep staying in clubroom cause I also want to go other places. hahah.

Had been quite busy with camp meetings and book selling and also studying. Lessons should be resuming next week. Awww. No motivations yet. =[ But I will work hard! =)

I'm looking forward to camp. I'm looking forward to tmr. haha. Going sentosa to celebrate PrisPris's birthday!

P.S. Tmr is Baobao's birthday! 2 years old. haha. My baby hamster. haha. =)


It's back to school and it's my third day as being the Junior. It was quite alright. Lesson was sort of slack cause not all the teachers are in Singapore. hehe. New slack area is definitely the Clubroom. haha. =P

Had a "meeting" with two of the representatives of International Facility Management Association (IFMA) today. They are here to accreditate our course which in fact is the first Facility Management course in Singapore to be accreditated. And through this talking session, actually, I learned quite a lot of things from them. I like their accent. hahah. =P

Psychology CDS class starts today too. There's only 11 people who turn up today and 3 girls only. haha. Same as Public Speaking. Evon is in the same class as me. =) As well as a guy from FDM too. His name is Chee Peng.
I suddenly missed Mr.Jeff. Miss Public Speaking class. =( This class is definitely much more quieter than Public Speaking class.

Well, should be nothing much. Hitting the gym again tmr. Lesson ends at 7pm tmr.

School is starting in just another 2 more days. Timetable was kinda. Hmmms. O-kay, I guess. I love Mondays, Tuesdays and Fridays. haha. I could go to the gym on those days. Whees! =) But I will not go that often because I don't really do much in gym. Maybe go for my jog. hehe. =)

Mom and dad allows me to buy the sports bag which I want. So I guess I will be getting it tmr. =) Mom also ask me to get a watch. So, I'm going to take a look. =) Maybe if can, buy a few sets of clothes, I guess. But my budget is below $100. Should be ok. =)

I had a fulfilling time yesterday night. I had my Bible Study with Jami and as usual, I really learn a lot of things from her. =) Thank you! =)

School is starting!! =)



Went to the airport yesterday with Shermeen, Pris, Evon, Jonathan, HanLin and Haiye to send Ronney off.
7 months later, shall see him again. We awaits his return. =)
Proud of this senior and friend who is able to experience something which we will never experience before. Jiayou! =) See you in 7 months time! =)

Went to Clarke Quak for lunch, the Hot Stones, found by Shermeen on the web. It was fun. =)
I wanted to try the bungy by the Singapore River! haha. =D $30 per person, who wants to sponser me? hehe. =P

Went back to school. Was late by 15mins. haha. But lucky Mdm.Wiliana was still around. The auntie seems like she wants to kill me when I brought in more notes for her to photocopy but she's a nice auntie. She say she will try to rush them out for me before school starts.

Saw LeongWei at the overhead bridge and the first thing he say is, "Why you cut your hair until like that?" haha. Yea, it's very short. haha. But sometimes it looks nice but sometimes, it just plain messy. haha. I look even more like a boy now. haha.

So many things remain unclear. So many things to clear. Waiting for a reply from Sijin. haha. Hope everything goes well tmr. Exhaustion and stress kick in before school starts. How can it be like this? haha.

Didn't go out with Shermeen, Pris, Jonathan and Evon today. Cause yesterday night everything seems hectic and they are collapsing anytime. I miss Nasi Briyani! =(
But, I will be alright. Commit everything unto God. =)

Going out for Bible Study later. =)

I'm hungry. =P

Met Shermeen and Evon at NTUC at 2pm to buy some stuff to go to Evon's house. There's only 5 of us though. Shermeen, Evon, WeiSian and Pong mama.

Went home at around 7pm.

Got to wake up early at 5.30am tmr. I must have enough sleep before school starts! =)

GOOD NIGHTS! =)

Met up with Valerie before GB starts at around 1.30pm. Purpose? To clear GB room. It had been an abandoned room. haha. No one goes in anymore, except to take things and leave. So, managed to clear up abit. But still, quite messy. =)

GB was alright. It rained today.

Well, just feel like knowing when's my timetable will be out. haha. Should be sometime within this week. Hopefully, it will be alright. =)

Time to get my 'feel' back. For studying. =)




Exactly one more week to school. =) The last week of school holiday is usually quite confusing for me and I don't know why. Hope that the timetable will be alright! haha. =D

Okays, I want to pack my room but I don't know where to start and I'm lazy. My room is like a rubbish dump. haha. I don't know where to put my next sem's textbook.

Anyways, I finished my novel last week and I'm quite bored now. Few weeks ago, elder brother came home carrying a BHG plastic bag. I went to take a look. Inside, there's a Braun Buffel Box, which I don't know what is it. But the next thing which I look at, excites me. haha. A book. hehe. =D
It's "Abandoned" by Anya Peters. A true life story. But it does not belong to my elder brother. But to his friend's. He said I could borrow it. Just make sure there's no bent edges after he gets back from me. =D

Okays, school is starting. Should I look forward? haha. =)
When school starts, there will be bookselling and camp planning.

But for now, I think I shall enjoy my holidays. =D




I think the most happy of all is that Ms Chiam had given birth already. :) Finally. Thank God about it. hehe.

Having a meeting with Jieni, Kristel and Valerie today about creative drill. Then a message came. My lappy is ready for collection. :) haha.

After much struggles, at least now I know, I'm letting every thing go. And I know, I can do it. :)

Things to do before the school starts,
-Tomorrow: Going to school in the morning. Farewell dinner at night.
-Friday: Club meeting.
-Saturday: YOG training.

My comp is still not back yet. haha. But I'm adapting quite well to this comp. :)

Went back for GB today. I was with Valerie, cleaning up the GB room. Seriously, it needs some help. haha. Jieni was not around because she is not feeling well, so I'm taking over the sec1s. When Joline asked the Sec1s whether do they prefer my teaching or Jieni's. My immediate reaction is Jieni. I'm not a good teacher in teaching. In fact, I'm just someone who only know how to execute those commands and not someone who will teach them well. Some times, I seriously wanted to leave it to the sec3s and teach but I know I can't. I have to practise. But as I teach, I came to realise many many things. Like, I'm just someone who is not firm, not able to give all I know because I'm afraid that they will get bored and stuff. I can't pinpoint their mistakes out as sharply as Jieni could. I think that the movement is acceptable and I just move on. I'm learning to be firm, to teach them all I could. But sometimes, I really doubt myself. Do they allow me to do that? Will they find me a nag? Arghh. Emotions. :( I'm feeling kinda down now. So, hope you won't mind me saying all those persimistic things.

I always think that I can't let persimistic thinkings got hold of me because they will bring me down. But some times, I don't think I could let myself keep thinking on the bright side. I'm someone sensitive. I know a lot of things through loopholes but never say out. I keep them within myself. Because I don't want to spoil the perfect-ness of things they are now. It's like living behind a tinted glass. Somehow it seems beautiful, but then it makes one can't see clearly. haha.

I also don't like to be used. Like, they only needed you when they needed you. But threw you aside when they doesn't needed you.

Arghh. Emotions. Tsk. Shall not think about it anymore. :)

For this, I have Jesus. :) something I had learnt from rbc.org. haha. :)

Shall change for the better. :) Shall change. :)



It's always like that. haha. Whenever I say that I'm going to church and the next day, I didn't go. Cause last night I was watching the "I'm not Stupid Too" movie that I slept late and in the end, I didn't go to church. I had nothing to say about myself though. haha. Just three words, "Tsk Tsk Tsk" and shakes head. haha.

Brought lappy to repair at Wisma Atria just now afternoon. The lady says it will take about 5-7 working days and they will send me a text to come and collect after it's done. So, I got to use this grandpa Acer lappy for now. haha. It's slower than my Vaio lappy, no doubt, but I'm glad that at least I have something to check my mail. :) I should be content and be glad. :)

2 more weeks. Sort of anticipate for school to start yet thinking of the projects and stuff kinda makes me not anticipate for it. haha. Especially when I see the subject, Space Planning.
But nonetheless, got to enjoy the rest of my holiday. :)




A bad nightmare that felt so so real. The setting is just a floor above mine, the 8th storey. I don't know why I keep getting nightmares lately. Hmmms. This morning's one was so real and so scary. Now, I got phobia going out of the lift since this morning. Tsk Tsk. Dreams.

Scalded my index finger.
Was almost late for GB but nopes, I didnt. :) Took over the sec2s for drill today with YinXuen. Everything was ok. I did drill with them while Yin Xuen took over. She's great. Can leave the sec2s to her alr. :)

Paid my fee for retaking my Eng Olvl. Giving it a try again like Evon said. :)
Going to church again tmr. :) And after that, bringing my comp to repair over at Orchard Wisma. Hope I could get it repaired and get it home tmr.

2more weeks. 2 more weeks. To being a Year 2 junior. Just 2 more weeks.

Oh, a song to introduce, it's "Sunday Afternoon" by Alarice. She got a great voice, a nice song. You will love it. :)

Easter's tmr! :)




A choice I had never regretted ever since I decided to belive. Never will I regret. Christianity, not a religion, but a relationship. Between God and the people He created. Living in this world, full of uncertainties. What is true? What is false? No one knew anymore. The only light that is shining, ever shining, only from God. Even if the road gets tough, even if I fell. I know, God's Hands will hold me through. To be guided by an Almighty God. To be guided by this strong and ever lasting Father. Nor will I fear for His love, guides me on...
Never will I let go anymore, because Your Hand is the most secure place, Your Hand is where I found the answer. To run in this journey of life and to jump over the hurdles of uncertainties, I will continue to run this race because I know, the final destination is a place where there is no pain, no sorrow, no night, nothing but You and everything that we ever wanted. :)

Today is Good Friday. Woke up early to go to Church. I almost fell asleep during service because I slept late last night. Tossing and turning on the bed. Can't get to sleep. Today felt like a Sunday to me though. haha.
One thing I learnt from the service during sharing time is: "As we grow up, we learn to stay strong in the reality of death." and also, "Learn by reading but live through experience".

Okays, hope Baobao will recover soon. See you in two weeks time ok? If not, I can go visit you. haha. :)
Evon is alright already. :) That's a good news. haha. Now, all that's left is for Baobao to recover and then school to start. Another chapter of life, begins. :)




Remember those post which I mentioned about the complication in 987fm because of Ris Low, well, everything is just a trick. An April's Fool's trick. TskTskTsk.

My elder brother got posted to Nanyang Poly's Hospitality and Tourism Management. haha. The thought of travelling really got him. hahah. But I quite like what he's going to learn. I'm interested in Hospitality and Tourism. He's going to learn things like marketing, accounting, econ and he can choose to be specialise in either Hotel Management or Resort Management.

Good luck to him. haha. 18 more days to school. :(

But, tmr is Good Friday. :) I'm going to church. Teehee. :)
Then Sat to GB. :)

I'm finishing my novel soon. :)

Happy April's Fool everyone. :)

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