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»Good News
Friday, January 30, 2009

A good news was sent to me at 6:33 am and 47 seconds. I was enrolled into Temasek Poly and into Integrated Facility Design and Management. Sharon and Evon will be in the same course as me. Whereas Shermeen jiejie and KaiLin will be in Business School. Shermeen jiejie got into Leisure and Resort while KaiLin got into Business Studies Group. Cherie got into her first choice, Biotechnology. WangWang got into interactive media. I hope she will get into her choice, moving image, with God's help. I know by God's grace, she can do it. I really want to thank God. After days of worrying, I finally can put down my burden. I was jumping for joy after receiving the message, literally. hahas. But still, I'm glad that my Secondary School mates are still my Poly School mates too. [= Somemore, they are my beloved clique. [=
I wonder which course did Pris went into. God will bless her. [=

Oh ya, last night I fell down from my bed. hahas. And I woke up in the morning to find myself sleeping on the floor. My younger brother thought I wet my bed. hahas. I didnt! Nothing of this sort had happened. hahas. He was very sweet. He went over to his bed and took his blanket and covered it for me. Aww.

Ok, till school reopens, I will enjoy myself and when school reopens, I must do my best to study hard and score great scores and do my parents proud and most of all, God, I will do it! [= I love You, God. [=
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»Chu Si- Home
Thursday, January 29, 2009

Guess New Year is over. Busying around the house in and out and in and out for just these mere few days. Oh well. hahas. I'd removed the song in my blog.

Oh man, it's agony! Tmr will be the day which will determine my future. I hope I will receive something hope I will not be rejected. To think I had only put 7 choices. Too risky. Tsk tsk.
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»Yesterday and Today
Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Yesterday in the morning went to some place which daddy bought my younger brother and me to. There's cows there. All six of them. The first step I got closer to them, my sense of smell was revive. hahas. It stinks man. I went to my grandma's house and we were eating steamboat again. hahas. Cause grand's fridge was full of food waiting to be finished. After that, went to my auntie's house and on the way back, I saw this street name, "Carlisle Road". hahas.

Today didnt went out watching movie with my beloved friends. So sorry. I miss you all too!

Went for a jog in the morning with dad. While I was jogging, my mind had flashbacks. I was thinking, it was my dad that had always been motivating to go jogging and helping me to be able to be fit now. I love my daddy. [= And my mummy too. [=
We had breakfast and went to the giant Courts. The three of us, my elder and younger brother and me had forked out $150 in total from our hongbao money to buy mum a new vacuum cleaner. The vacuum cleaner cost $159 and there's also a packet of dustbag which cost $13. And because we had insufficient fund, dad fork out the rest and he also bought a cooking wok for mum. [=
Went home and went to fetch my younger brother from school. I can say that those St. Hildans were rich. hahas.

Mum's working tmr and dad's working on Friday. Only I am the one at home free. And I think this will be the last time which I could stay at home after CNY for such a long time. Cause from next yr onwards school will start and then will work when I graduate and stuff. Man, talk about school, Friday! Hope I will receive news from TP and from my desired course! [=
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»我还想她
Tuesday, January 27, 2009

泪水 将我淹没 到底谁该难过
究竟 是谁放掉 这段感情
我才终于明白 办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺获
请告诉她 我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心 说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答
我才终于明白 办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺获
请告诉她 我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心 说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答
我不爱 我不痛 我不懂
我的心 早已掏空
真心话 言不由衷
请告诉她 我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心 说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答
别告诉她 我还想她
就让沉默 代替所有回答

我还想她-JJ

"请告诉她 我不爱她 笑着难过 自我惩罚 想终止这一切挣扎 狠了心 说真心谎话 别告诉她 我还想她 恨总比爱容易放下 当泪水堵住了胸口 就让沉默 代替所有回答"
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»CNY

Man! I missed the eclipse today. hahas. The eclipse totally slipped out of my mind until the 6.30pm news reported about it. Oh man. I remembered being in my grandma's house during the time the eclipse is happening. Man. Oh well, guess I had to wait till the next eclipse happens. hahas.

I just remembered that I dreamt of something inauspisious during the day before New Year's eve. I remembered receiving sms that was biding goodbye to me and the people around me was like saying goodbye because the next day is the end of the world. hahas. I woke up dazely and then knew it was a dream. hahas.

Today was quite alright. hmms. nothing else to blog about. hahas. I should go out and find something to blog about so that my blog wont be so dead. Who will want to know my life when they have theirs. hahas.

"The voice within me had told me to forget."
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»NY
Monday, January 26, 2009

Happy Lunar New Year!

It's not new year. Like Weisian told me new year is 26 days ago so it's Lunar New Year! :D

Anyways, today was quite well spent. I cleaned my dear BaoBao's cage and he had a new clean house to stay in and as usual, renuion dinner is ate as lunch and for dinner will be having at grandma's house, steamboat.
Hmms, this year's new year is just a short two days for my brothers but a long long two days for me. I could enjoy till April. [=

I burnt my right middle finger and my left middle finger was hurt. hahas.

This year, I will make a different. :D
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»School
Friday, January 23, 2009

Went to school today to watch the CNY celebration. By the time we reached, they are about to start the first performance and the seats were all occupied. We had no choice but to sit at the back of the hall. Of all the empty spaces at the back, I sat behind a tall guy. hahas. The first performance was by the alumni but they had no synchronisation. Some sang too fast some sang too slow. Then Modern Dance is next and it was okay. Lion Dance is next but because it was too bored, the six of us left. We were given oranges too and Pris peeled one for me and the one which I had eaten was, man, sour. My face was twisted into funny form. hahas. Shermeen jiejie's too. hahas.

We went to CS to have our lunch. Apparently the five of them is eating the so called "Prisoner food" which Pris and me named it. And I was the one eating otherwise. Cherie left first for her piano lesson. Then acompany Pris to go for her walk-in interview. The idea of working is still not as attrative. hahas. After that, Evon left for work. We went to Mango and KaiLin left. Pris was playing with sunglasses and Shermeen was browsing around.

Went to Toy 'R' Us. Pris was taking a sponge thingy to poke Shermeen's butt whenever she is walking behind her. hahas. Oh oh, there's this bunny thing. It's sort of hide and seek and there's a carrot beside it. Wherever you took the carrot the bunny will find you. hahas. Fun fun. And there were like five of them on the upper and lower rack and we started pressing all of them and all started talking together. One was cute but all five of them can turn into nightmare. hahas.

Went to Times and home we go. [=

"So long since I last saw you."
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»Tag
Thursday, January 22, 2009

Had been tagged by Pris and Shermeen to do this tag thing. So shall do the two in one. [=

1. What's his/her name?
-Priscilia Liew Rui Xi
-Shermeen Chua Shi Min

2. Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
-Nopes. But she's "crazy". hahas.
-Yupp. Happily attached. hahas.

3. Do you know a secret about him/her.
-I think so.
-I don't really know cause could not really recall whether I know any of her secrets. hahas.

4. Is this person older than you?
Both yes. :D

5. Has he/she ever cooked for you?
- Err. Not really. Barbecue food consider? hahas.
- She bakes. Can?

6. When was the last time you thought of him/her?
We went out just now to school and to lunch and shop. So till now also thinking of them. [=

7. Do you have a nickname for each other?
-She calls me laopo but I prefer calling her Pris cause it seems weird calling her back laogong. :P
-Ever since I knew her, I had been calling her "jiejie". [=

8. How many times do you talk to this person in a week?
It depends. hahas.

9. Why is this person your first featured?
Err. Cause I was told to do this. :P

10. Have you seen this person cry?
Both yes.

11. How long have you known this person?
-Since Sec.1. Think it had been 4 years. [=
-Since Sec.3. 2 years. :D

12. Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
Yes yes. [=

13. Have you ever watched movies at his or her place?
-Nopes. I only know she lives at Street 21.
-Nopes. But I did watched Powerpuff Girls at her house before. hahas.

14. If you ever moved away would you miss this person?
Definitely!

15. Have you ever given this person something?
Err. I could not recall. hahas.

16. Have you ever done something really stupid with this person?
We can joke with anything in our surrounding.

17. What is it that you love doing with this person?
Everything! As long as I'm with them, I will have fun. :D

18. Have you cried because of her?
No.

19. Do you know everything about this person?
Not everything. hahas.

20. Do you know this person's shoe size?
-bowling shoe is 6.
-bowling shoe is 6 cause she could wear Pris's that day when we went bowling.

21. Have you ever worn this person's clothes?
Nopes. hahas.

22. Have you ever heard this person sing?
Yes. [=

23. Have you and this person ever had a fight that lasted more than 2 days?
Nopes. [=

24. Have you ever slapped this person in public?
Of course no. [=

25. Do you know how to make this person feel happy?
-Give her winnie the pooh or pei her go find Mr. Hi. hahahas. :P
-Mickey mouse! :D

26. Do you and this person talk a lot?
We see each other and we will talk. hahas.

27. Have you kicked this person?
Nopes. [=

28. Do you love this person?
Till eternity. [=

29. Do you want to be with him/her forever?
Yes. Definitely. [=

30. Why?
-Cause she is my beloved Laogong. [=
-Cause she is my dearest JieJie. :D

tagged: Anyone who wants to do it. [=
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»Lunch

After days at home, today, went out lunching with Pris. [=
Think it had been weeks since I had went to shopping malls. These few days had been going out marketing with mum. hahas. Learning the art of marketing.

Went for lunch first at CS then went around the mall looking for a suitable bag that Pris wanted. hahas. Saw Mr.Sin and we were standing in a corner talking about school stuff.

Going back to school tmr. [=
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»GOLD
Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Ages since I last blogged. Well, I'm back with a good news! I went back to GB today. As from dont know when onwards, GB will be having parade on Tues and either Fri or Sat. Because on Tuesday, the school will be locking the gate so that people will not escape from CCA. Only at 4.45pm they will open the gate. The Sec1s came in today. I managed to memorise their names but I think I could not really remember their faces. hahas.

Okok, here's the good piece of news! On 2003, GB 56th company had a gold for company award. And now, 2008, our efforts were pay off,

ON 2008, GB 56TH FINALLY HAD CLINCHED A GOLD AWARD!
Wohoo! Three cheers and three cheers for GB 56th!

Ahh. From now till about April, I will be going back to GB to help. This two days will be the days which I will be looking forward to! Pris pris! Must try to come back if you could! You will enjoy yourself! [=
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»Persevere
Saturday, January 17, 2009

These few days had been lazing at home. I'm not doing nothing, in fact, I'm reading. [= The only book I had now is Breaking Dawn. As compared to Pris and Shermeen, I'm slow. hahas. But their English standards are way above me so can't blame. hahas. :D

Went back to GB just now. Jami said she saw Pris but too bad I didnt manage to see her. The lower sec are my babies to take care of. I will be taking care of them in drill. I dont know if I could do it. But I had told myself and God that I will persevere on. And also, I will be strict with them during drill practices whether they like it or not just hope they will benefit from my teachings. Some seems unhappy today maybe I'm too strict. But I told myself not to soften. I had put what God had told me last night into practise, "Do the right things and not the easy things." And yes! By God's grace, I managed to teach them new things. They are sort of different from the sec 3s and 4s. The sec 2s are more chatty. hahas.

Had not been playing basketball this few weeks. Sort of miss it but I cant play cause my bball No more air. ]= hahas.

By God's grace, I will persevere on!
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»JAE; Bowling
Thursday, January 15, 2009

I'm halfway through Breaking Dawn and soon I will be able to read other books. This whole holiday till the day when I retake my Eng, I will be boasting myself with books. English books. hahas. Practice and more practice.

Went to TP in the morning with Sharon, Cherie and HanLin. We were there to choose the courses which we wanted to study. Due to not being able to go into Business school, and the limited interest I had, I only chose 7 courses which I am interested in. I felt abit worry. What if all my courses are rejected? But I truly hope that I will be able to go into FDM. *Pray hard*

Was late to meet the girls. I'm really sorry. Will not let this thing happen again. I know the late timing was definitely ridiculous. Sorry. What I can say is that, I'm really not cut out for Bowling. Whoever want to play with me, will definitely win. Out of the 10 tries, there's like more than half the time my ball will end up in the drain.

Went back to TP to find Sharon and Evon. Went back home after that. Didnt went for dinner cause had no mood. Maybe no one's in the mood yesterday.
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»Complicated mess
Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Spent the whole day reading Breaking Dawn but I dont like Jacob's part. I dont know why but just dont really like Jacob. I prefer Edward. [=

I'm rather worried about the courses. I dont know if I could get into FDM not. I will not fear for God is with me.

I really want to thank God. I had been thinking luckily I've got a D7 instead of an E8. If not, I will be heading to ITE. Thank God that He had made my other subject to be not so disappointing. So I will not have a high score. Thank God. Amen!

I dont feel good the whole day. I dont know when will this stop. But I'm ready to face anything.
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»Fault

I know you're upset. I know that I had caused you to be crying the whole night. I am a big ultimate sucker. I know this for a very long time already. During Class BBQ I did it, and now, for class chalet I did it again. I'm a jinx for 4e4. Next time, if there's anymore of this event I'm not going anymore. I'm not gaining sympathy or anything. I will not make any empty promises to anyone anymore. I will make my stand whether anyone like it or not. I will not make any empty promises. They might side you and be angry with me i'm ok with it. Whether will you accept my apology, it's all up to you.
I'm sorry for making empty promises. I'm sorry for delaying the time and everything.
I know that what I'm saying now is just crap, nothing I do is going to help but just that, I know you felt awful. I felt that way too. After reading your blog I know that last night's message is actually redundant. You dont have to tell me you are ok with I'm not going to the chalet. You can tell straight into my face that you are not ok with it and you dont like it. This way, I will feel better. I know you are also upset about your result. But dont you think I am too?
During Class BBQ, I should have went home straight. And yesterday night, I should have not care about curfew and darkness and go there. Like you say, if Jade could go alone why not me. Ya, why not me? Cause I'm timid, loser. I'm not trying to demoralise myself to make me look so pathetic. Like I just said, I'm not trying to gain sympathy or anything.

I'm feeling rather agitated now, so if anyone felt offended or anything, I'm sorry.
"Whether will this problem be solved, I dont know. All I could do now is surrender everything into God's hand."
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»Before and After

Before:
Met the girls and Han Lin for lunch at KFC. Saw the guys there having their lunch too. I was being very calm and excited that I could not eat my lunch properly. When I reached school, all the worries started settling in. Heard that our cohort was the worst batch and there were 10% failures of English and I am worried about it.

Saw JieNi and Thank God, she prayed for us. That really calms me down. I am feeling rather gan choing until Mrs Oh was talking I still could not settle myself down. My skin was buring and my heartbeat was accelerating.

During:
Took my result from Mr Tan. Saw that out of 7 subjects I took, I passed 6 and I knew immediately, I flunk my English. There I go, D7 for my English. Luckily, there's still quite a number of courses which I could enter and one of it is what I wanted to go, Intergrated Facility and Design Management.
Saw the result slip and my result is:

English Language: D7
Combined Humanities: B3
Mathematics: B3
Additional Mathematics: B3
Physics:C5
Chemistry: B3
Chinese: A2
Chinese(Oral): Dist.

Okays, overall I've got 18 and minus CCA I had attained 16points which is within my targeted goal so I didnt cry and whin. I did cry but not because of result. Just rather discouraged about my English result.

After:
Something bad happen and I'm really sorry.

And also, I wanted to thank you those who had smsed me to show their concern. I really appreciated it. Thank you JieNi, thank you WeiSian, thank you Don didi, countless of thank you.

Anyways, I'm retaking my English.

No matter what, I will thank God for eveything He had done in my life and I will continue to grow in God. [= Thank you God. Amen. [=
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»Insomnia
Sunday, January 11, 2009


Guess people of my age will be having insomnia tonight? hahas. I dont know, maybe those who are very confident will be snoring away right now. I think I will be half asleep and half awake. hahas. Told myself not to fret yet still will be a tinzy winzy anxious.
Meeting my friends for lunch tmr. Known as the "last lunch". hahas. Cause Pris say who knows when will we be gather together again to have a meal together. I'm gonna miss my friends. ]=
Chalet tmr too.
Okays, I shall boast myself one last time. Jiayou Vanessa! God is with you and He will create miracles tmr! And also to my friends! God bless! And also, like JieNi had said, I will give thanks for whatever outcome to God. Think I will be rushing to the toilet cubicle after seeing my result to pray and give thanks. hahas.
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»心.跳


你的眼神充滿美麗帶走我的心跳
你的溫柔如此靠近帶走我的心跳
逆轉時光到一開始 能不能給一秒
等著哪一天你也想起
那懸在記憶中的美好
You turned into a nightmare to me. I woke up in the morning thinking back what I had just dreamt. I remembered sitting in a corner crying. Is it stress that brought back those ugly memories? I dont know. But one thing I know, is that the buried memories had resurfaced. I will divert my attention and bury those memories away again.
Today, time seems to tick away slowly. My dad and brother had been reminding me about tmr. hahas. But I'm not going to lose my stand and fret over it. [=
Tmr, I will see miracles. I believe! God will! [=
"Can you be the attention that I am seeking?"
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»CCA Fair
Saturday, January 10, 2009

Wohoo!

Another year of CCA Fair is another success. But this year I went back as an ex student and also an ex GB girl. hahas. But I'm happy to be able to go back and help.

After the CCA Fair, I went to TP's open house. I'm amazed that within 15 minutes I could go from Junyuan to TP. There are many people there. Went to Business School to find Pris they all. Didnt manage to see Evon and Shermeen cause they had went off already. Left Pris, Sharon, Sharon's cousin, KaiLin, HanLin, JianWei and ShiJie. Next stop, went to Engineering school. To find Ronney. Then to Applied Science School. And then at 4pm, they had a mass dancing. The people there are all so high. hahas. Went home after that, and fell asleep. hahas. Cant quite believe it, I had a scary dream. hahas. Even though I had only slept for about 30minutes.

Monday, people. Monday. I'm not going to fret over it. Tmr I will be having fun! Maybe I should search for my missing Physics Textbook. hahas. Mr Tan will be giving back our result. If I could not score well for my Emaths, I am letting him down. But I believe I can do it cause I have God. hahas.
He had made countless of miracles in my life before, why not Monday? [=

"These few days, I had been having illusions that you are here. I keep day dreaming. How I wish it could be turned into reality."
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»Basketball
Friday, January 9, 2009

So, today played basketball with BianTai[=
Also, we celebrated LeongWei's birthday in advance. Cause Monday we will be taking our results back. The thought of it still makes me shivers but I'm not scared! :D

Okays, I had not been entertaining those negative scenario. I will be enjoying myself these few days till monday.
I had been having nightmares. And was in and out of sleep. Could not get some real sleep.

Anyways, CCA fair will be tmr. Will be reporting to school tmr in GB full-u. Think I will be going TP open house tmr.

"We can do it. [="
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»Calmed
Thursday, January 8, 2009

Guess what?

I have totally calmed myself. In fact, I didnt do it on my own but it is by God's grace that I'm calmed. He had assured me again and again I could do it. Last time, I will want to get less than 15points but now, I've upgrade it to 18 points. If I dont reach out of the 18points, I will be relieved. But deep down, I always believe God will work. He is working all the time. And also, I had told myself, God's timing is always right and so, worry and being anxious is no use to me now. I will always put my trust in God. Will I do well? I can now say, Yes I can cause I know God is there for me and will be able to help me.

Deep down, I'm still worried but I will not let myself break down. Never. Because if I ever break down, I'm not being faithful. I'm doubting instead of faithful. So, if someone ever ask me am I ready? I will say yes. One part of me want monday to faster come because I want to once again feel the enthusiasm I had when God created miracles in my life. The other part is dreading for monday to come but the time will come and I will have faith. If God can bless so many of His people, why not me? I truly believe that God treats His people equally so I will be blessed. My friends will be blessed too. Jiayou. Amen.

Pris pris, I'm sorry to cause your heart to flip and like taking a roller coaster ride. I'm so so sorry. Dont worry, God is here. We are His child. [=
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»Anxiety
Wednesday, January 7, 2009

I know that I must not worry too much about the release of the O Lvl result on this coming monday. Because God is with me and He will give me the results I'm desiring and deserved. But I cant stop feeling anxious. I could feel my heart beating irregularly.

I'm afraid that I will break down days before the result release day. I want to get good results to not let my parents down and also for God. I want to be a child of God whom He is proud of.
No matter what, I will be praying for myself and also everyone of my friends.

"Faith is being sure of what we hope for and be certain of what we do not see."

"God, I believe that I can do all things in Your strength. I believe I will be able to get what I want. Calm my heart, God. I am surrendering everything to You. I will always believe in You. Because my labour in You will not be in vain like what the Bible says. I can do it, my friends could do it too. I believe. In Jesus most precious name I pray, Amen."
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»Nothing

Actually, I had nothing to blog about though. hahas. Just that the addictive blogger, me, is itching to type. Just want to say that life without school is a real boredom. I miss school. I miss the laughters that I will be hearing whenever someone is there to crack a joke during lesson time. Aww. Especially, I miss my classmates, my friends, my cliques.

Anyways, this holiday, I'm going to spend it wisely. I will be studying cause I miss studying. hahas. Preparing notes for my younger brother. Playing basketball. I dont know when we will be able to come as a group and play. And to change my this big problem, crawling out of bed early in the morning everytime. hahas.
Sorry Evon monster, I could not go today. Cause I had promised my younger brother to fetch him from school after his school activities. I'm sorry.

Ok, results coming out soon. I know that everything had been settled. So no matter how my results ended, I will always rejoice and Thank God. But I know that God will help me in my results. [=

"Even in my dreams, I'm alone within you all. I woke up perspiring and shock. Is God telling me something? I dont know. Am I destined to be left out whenever I'm with you all?"
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»Prison School
Monday, January 5, 2009

wow!

I dont know is this a piece of news that's good or bad. hahas. I was looking at Iconnexion and I stumble upon this, Ms Neo had left JYSS and went to Prison School. Woah. That was rather unexpected though. No more Ms Neo to give out the result to us during result release day. Maybe Ms Wong will be the one doing it.

Well, I'm jobless again. I left my job. I'm going to give my younger brother tuition. Maybe can say I'm useless or what. Just that I'm not really use to working and I realised that even though last time I say that I'm more to being a loner but I think I am just saying rubbish though. Think I'm not use to be working alone. Think all this are excuses.

"Results coming! Have faith! *cross fingers*"
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»Talk; basketball; Movie
Saturday, January 3, 2009

Went to TP in the morning to go for a FDM course talk with Sharon, Evon, WeiLing and HanLin. The auditorium was so cold. I could not help shivering. And also, my hungry-ness add on to it. My stomach was like growling in protest in the auditorium. hahas. I could not stop worrying that the growling could be heard by others. hahas. The talk was quite convincing to me because I think I will put this course as one of my choices.
Went to have lunch afterwards. Instead of the catering in the school, we went to West Mac. Evon had to work so she left off first. It was raining and we have no place to go so was walking aimlessly around the neighbourhood. Actually wanted to go find Mr Tok but there was like so many people. hahs. So in the end we decided to go to school but school close so we are back to square one, no place to go. Walk to the coffeeshop which was near my home and saw Ms Chiam, Jieni, Jieying, Jasmine, Clarie, Kristel and Vivian and some BB officers having lunch. So happy, can go back next sat for CCA fair. [=
Then, coincidently enough, we saw LeongWei and WeiSian. They were walking home so we though of sending them home but we decided to play basketball. [= It was so long since I last played. [=

Went home at around 3plus.
Was watching Mulan with my younger brother, I didnt know it was so hilarious. hahs. Was laughing throughout the show. hahs. Well, that's about it. [=
Heard that Olvl result will be coming next week. Some say it's on the 12th, some say 15th. Well, whatever date it is, it's still before New Year and I guess this year's New Year will be relatives asking questions after questions. I want to do well! I have faith in God! *finger crossing* [=

"Answered Prayer. God, You are great."
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»Outing
Friday, January 2, 2009

Today went to school in the morning with Pris, Shermeen and Evon. Was so anticipated to go back. 10 Jan will be the CCA fair and I want to go back. [=
Heard that our O lvl results will be released at around the 3rd week. Which is from the period of 12 Jan to 16 Jan. I dont know if I should be looking forward to it not. But no matter what I get, I will still thank God for it for I know that I had did my utmost best. I will have faith in God that He will grant me the result which I wanted. [= Vanessa, Must have faith! [=

Okok, went to KBox after that. I dont really sing because the sound produced out from the microphone is so strange. Thank you Pris for treating us. [=
Went to the arcade there.
Went to Safra for bowling afterwards. I've got the worst result of the three of them cause it's the first time I'm bowling. hahas.
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»New Year Resolutions

Yay yay! Time for my 2009's new year resolution.

  1. I want everyone to be happy and smile more! [=
  2. I want to grow in God more. To be more and more close to Him.
  3. To be a more social-able person.
  4. To be a much much better person than this year.
  5. To be a better basketballer.

That should be it. [=

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»300th post; New Year
Thursday, January 1, 2009

This post marks the 300th post of this blog and also, the new year is here! 2009!

It's the New Year and I had encountered God and also, had learnt a big big lesson of this year. I met with a very hard problem last night. I had no mood to celebrate the new year and was really disappointed thinking that this year is going to be tough. I had been thinking negative thoughts and was thinking that why I could not feel God. And then everything took a twist. Every problems that I was facing was cleared and I realised something which I had always in doubt with. God is always there no matter what happens, good or bad, but it is just that whether our faith is strong enough or not. Apparently, my faith in God is not strong enough but after yesterday, my faith in Him is definitely growing stronger. And I believe that God's timing is always right.

God is always there with us but it is our sinful nature that block our view to see where God is. Actually if we have enough faith in Him, we will be able to see Him after heaps and heaps of problems faced.

Have a blessed New Year and hope you all will encounter God and He loves us! [=

"It's been such a long long time."
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