It's 15more minutes to July according to my phone. It's so fast that June is going and July is coming. Anyways, I just have to hang on for about 7more weeks to study break? I suppose so. So, as expected, after the 2weeks break, came more tough works on the way. Remember I just said CADS, WRTORAL are getting tougher? Well, another one on the list. REBUS! Just saw the project we are suppose to do. One word to describe it: DIE! hahas. It's really a killer. There's this scenario and we are suppose to work our way. Got to present it in front of Raymond Wong and the rest of the tutorial class. RaymondWong came back today. Going to have makeup lecture on Friday. Darn. Guess can't go back school on Friday then. =[
Anyways, I'm glad that Maths is still my favourite(: Facom is still the same as last term. Hope it wont get tougher.

Anyways, English day tmr. Wrtoral =[ argh.

Life had been quite out of place these few days. Maybe because the term had just started so I'm still adapting. Anyways, my heart still felt partially whole. There's something lacking. I know what is it but I can't find the courage to solve it. Not being emotional here, just... expressing. =]

JULY IS COMING! =] Teehee.

Labels: When you're gone something is missing. My smile.

School works are starting to get tougher and tougher. =[ Like CADS, WRTORAL, etc. School was quite alright, went home for lunch. Saving money in progress. hahas. Okays, went for CADS and school is over. Discussing Wrtoral project. I was at the brink. I could not find anymore ideas. I was tearing up but I know that crying wont help. =[ I will press on. Hope this project will end soon.

But just saw Ms Chiam's email on the GB program on Semester2. Something to cheer me up. =] Orlena was appointed CSM starting with effect from now till next year's April. Then, GB day will be on 13July. =]

Anyways, saw Wensu today. hahas. He was telling me on facebook saying hope to see me around in school in my new hairstyle and amazingly, saw him today. hahas. I also saw my elder brother with his friend. We were both rather shocked to see each other. hahas. Nice weather today. hahas. Cool cool rainy day.

Ohoh, notice the commercial nowadays had been rather creative. First is the Heineken ad then now is the Cadbury commercial. hahas.
Oh well, got to go do my project assignment now. =[ Darn. Hope it ends soon. Shuck.

I miss you greatly.

Labels: Mondays blue =[

Labels: 等一個人多麼孤單我一分鐘又一分鐘在忍耐

Labels: Hyprocrisy, The most ugly side of human.

Am in the school library now with Sharon. We are waiting for Pris to come and find us since she missed us. hehe. I miss you too(: Evon just left to go and find Jonathan mama. They are going out with their colleagues. So cool. haha

Lesson started at 8.30am today. I almost could not get out of bed today even though I slept quite early last night. REBUS tutorial first, didnt get back our paper =[ Mdm Mary Sai was teaching us new chapter, Urban Economics, if I'm not wrong. Something about Demand and Supply. Can't really catch what she's teaching. Then she gave us a 15 min break and after which she gave us back our newspaper article assignment. Got a 69 for it. Highest 78, Samantha got it. (:
Maths lecture next. Then we ended our day of school(: This week no more studying. hahahs. No REBUS lesson for next week too. But we gonna miss 4lectutures. Make up lecture will be a killer. hahas. Okays. Gonna go play and Sharon's gonna read my blog. hhaa. I love you! :D

Okays, byes(:

Today's lesson is only Facom and Maths. Both lectures and tutorials. So was quite slack. hehe. School ended half an hour early and we went for lunch. After lunch, we were rather bored. So we walked and walked till we landed at Tm Mac. haha. Saw GuoQiang and we were there sitting from 2plus till 5plus 6pm. So, you could see how bored we are. haha. Then, went home. Saw Yirong and William. Walked home with Evon. Received Priscilia's msg saying that her mum saw me and Evon walking to the stadium. haha.

Anyways, Friday's tmr! Last week of this school day. So fast(: Hope I could get back my REBUS paper tmr(: Hope I could score well. (:

I tried to live without thinking of you today but apparently, I could not =[












Yupp yupp, went to Church today(: But too bad, JieNi could not make it last minute so left me and Pris. We reached there and they had already started already. But nevertheless, was not too late, it seems that they had just started. So, today's topic is on, Fasting. So, now, I had better understanding on fasting(:

Okey, went up for Kaleo because there's a lot of people asking us if we will be going up. So, went up. We were introduced to upcoming events and we had group praying, we don't have to pray because we are not comfortable with it. haha. Anyways, a BB boy joined our big family of Christ on 12June(: Whee! I think he called, Yidong, right?
I'm still working my way to be more confident in sharing my experience so that I could expose my friend to Christ more(: I can do it(:
One good thing, during Sermon, I had found an answer to my unanswered question. =]

Okays, trained back to Tampines with Pris and Gordon. Went for lunch with Pris at CS. We had a good talk(:
Okey, shall end here.

Oh oh, tmr is the starting of the new term. That's fast! In a blink of an eye, school is starting again and I bet, will be more busier than ever. haha.

Labels: The courage to confess. The courage to repent.

Happy Father's Day to everyone(: Whee! and guess what, I'm going to Church later on, in about 8more hours time. It's 12.15am now.

Okays, Saturday was yesterday. Was rather bored. And I'm back to daydreaming again. So long since I last did that. haha(: I did some thinking, reflecting, since I had nothing to do. hahas.
Okays, I got into FDM club as a Sub-commer. Together with Evon and Sharon and many others(: And tadah! I got a CCA overnight. =D

School reopening. haha.

Labels: I may not be perfect but I know that I have a perfect Father in heaven(:

I fell and I cried alone the way. But the most important thing is, I picked myself up, dry my tears, and I continue.
Even though it's tough, I'm willing to walk. I will find my way, learning to be strong along it. I know I will be stronger because I felt it now. An amazing feeling which could not be fathomed. Even though there's scars of hurt, signs of heart broken, but they shows me that I had gone through it.
I am on the way, wait for me.

Whee! I'm done with my CDS. It takes quite a long time to wait for the page to load but at least I'd finished(: I thought there were three choices to make but there's five instead. And to make things worst, the three choices which I had made and wanted to learn is not in any of the options. I wanted Fundamentals of Hospitality and Tourism, Introduction to Mass Comm and Event Planning but nope, there's none in the option given. So left with no choice, I made the choices of, Fundamentals of Management, Fundamentals to Public Speaking, Effective Internet Research, Introduction to Sociology and Management Enterprise. I didnt choose languages because I'm not interested in them. Neither Japanese nor French.

I was feeling quite restless after that and thus I went to lie down on the bed, listening to my Mp3(: I don't think I can live without it. haha(:
I feel asleep but woke up after awhile. I didnt manage to catch a good wink last night. So this nap made me more charged. haha.
School reopening soon.

Church on Sunday! (:

I felt better. Really. I will stay firm.

Labels: Thank God for the reassurance(:

This song, introduced to me by Sharon. It's called, "Everything I Want" by Steve Rushton.

You started up first day
At Seven or maybe Eight
You crashed into my life with a boom
You came over as a guest
I said I like you and I confess
About ten o clock I was making fun of you
You stayed for a while
Then left with a Smile
But at least I made you happy
You made me happy too
It's kinda cheezy to say but

You're everything I want
When I'm with you I overheard and stop
You're anything that fits my love
And I'll never replace you
Cause I'll never find love so true

It's only been three days
You're playing the waiting game
And acting cool when we're not together
I drove you home from school
When I'm with you I feel so tool
I wish this feeling would last forever
And I stare into space
My heart starts to race
At least I've got your picture
You gave me yesterday
It's kinda cheezy to say but

You're everything I want
When I'm with you I overheard and stop
You're anything that fits my love
And I'll never replace you
Cause I'll never find love so true

Looking back at us
Two years and we're going strong
They say time flys when you're having fun
I never wanna be along again no no
No, you're everything I want
When I'm with you I overheard and stop
You're anything that fits my love
No, you're everything I want
And I'll never replace you
Cause I'll never find love so true.

Labels: I'll never replace you cause I'll never find love so true

Update update.



I shall update about today tmr(:
Photos, please send! (: hehe.



Had not been blogging since Saturday. Good girl right? =D hehe. Nah.

Okays, the whole day spent yesterday was outside. Firstly, had SubWay for lunch with Shermeen, Sharon and HanLin. Pris and Evon came and joined us because they had finished their's. Then we went searching for mouse for Shermeen. She had decided on one from Challenger. Then they went off to watch their horror movie together with WeiLing. While the four of us went sitting outside the Food Junction. WeiSian came and find us and we went Mac to sit. Went off to find them after their movie while WeiSian went home. Could see that Pris was horrified by the movie. haha.
Off to BBQ and we missed the sunset.
In the night, KaiWei jiejie came with DuoJie. I miss her! (:
We went to sit at the beach. It was dark, cooling and peaceful but minus the constantly flying plastic bags which keep giving me a shock. haha. Went home at 10pm. Sharon's dad drove the three of us home. Thanks! =]

Anyways, I'm going to do my EffCom now(:
Going Sentosa tomorrow(:

-Friend, I'm not going to cry but feel happy for you but somehow, my heart still aches to see you go.

Labels: God. Is here(:

Met out with Pris and JieNi for lunch today. Had a great chat with them. Endless topic to talk about. =]
Then took bus 72 and 81 to go to HQ. Was listening to JieNi sharing her life with me on the way and I learnt a lot of things through this sharing. I'm still not use to share or say out my problems to anyone, not because I don't trust anyone but because I don't know how to start. Because I have this mentality that, if I share my problem, all eyes will be on me, and I don't like that. I will feel very stress. haha. So now, I'm always saying my troubles to God. I'm still hiding things from them. But I will try and share. I will try. (:

Taught the girls drill. It was quite alright. 1hour and a half and it's over(:

What I had learnt today(:
When we do things, we must have love and patience. I added this, passion, myself. I think that passion is also another factor. When we do things, we must have all three of them, not lacking one, so that things we do are of purpose.
Also, I must always be obedient. To obey the rules set, no matter where; school or the world. Because abiding the rules set is part of obeying. And that if we thinks that the rule is ridiculous or whatever and we dont abide it, it's consider a sin. Try to obey all the rules, there's no harm trying(:
And lastly, the thing which I had learnt and likes it the most. The day when we had become a Christian, we are not perfect people. Because we fall and repent, fall and repent. That's what made us a better person. And that God can see our effort. Don't give up in the process, God can see our effort and He will give us according to how we deserve it.
My faith is growing and I will want to keep on going [=

"It is through falling and repenting that we are made better people(:"

Miss miss miss

Changed my blog song. Actually wanted to put I Miss You by Miley Cyrus but found this song by chance. It's Fade Away by Celine Dion.

Fade Away-Celine Dion

I learned from the past
Not everything lasts
I understand that now
Everything changed
When you walked away
But I'll survive somehow
Though I have regrets
I'll learn to forget
And just keep moving on
Cause when love is gone
You have to be strong
Once touched by pain
You're not the same
But time can heal
Your heart again
So let the clouds
That bring you down
Just fade away
Away

So I try to smile
But after a while
The memories come back
But I won't give in
Cause I know that then
My heart will fade to black

And this time I learned
That love can burn
It's an all consuming flame
There's no right or wrong
I've got to be strong

Once touched by pain
You're not the same
But time can heal
Your heart again
So let the clouds
That bring you down
Just fade away
Away

I know that one day I'll find that feeling again
But until I do I'll do fine by myself

Once touched by pain
You're not the same
But time can heal
Your heart again
So let the clouds
That bring you down
You know that

Once touched by pain
You're not the same
But time can heal
Your heart again
So let the clouds
That bring you down
Just fade away
Away

Went out to meet JieNi, Pris and my sec 3 juniors(: Had lunch together at Jieni's house. haha. Then we sat around, while waiting for them to finish wearing their Uniform. It seems abit weird to see them wearing uniform maybe because it had been quite some time since I last wore it.
Looking at them taking their Drill Stage 1. Maybe there's less people, there's only 4 of them, and the test took like only 7mins and done. The fastest I had ever seen. 7mins for Drill Stage 1. Drill Stage 1 always took more than 45minutes to finish but this just took like 7mins.

Went home and I'm left with nothing to do. hehe. Spot the Difference! hahaha. =]

I don't want the gap between us.

Went out today. Too tired to elaborate. haha. So, skip! (:

Just had another small accident. I was closing the door to my house and I got cut and there goes my flesh and when I saw blood oozing out, I want to puke. haha. Then the pain started easing in. =[

Anyways, gonna go back school tmr to root for my juniors! Jiayou for your Drill Stage 1! =]

Jami was telling me once during bible study that I should start thinking for my testimony. I had started out thinking because I remembered the process of how I knew Christ. So, wait for my testimony! =D

"When it's time to separate, all I think I could do is to bid you goodbye because I have no courage to want you to stay..."


Had my hair cut off. And now, all I want is my hair back. haha! That lady was asking me, "you bear to cut off your long hair to short?" I was thinking, "man, I'm starting to regret." But I could not back out already cause she had already made her move.
I was laughing to myself when I saw the blurred image on the mirror of myself. I could not see properly without my spects and yet I know that it's funny by looking at the shape of it.
The next moment I put on my spects, it was too late for regret. All I could do now is to be laughed at. Laugh all you want cause I find it funny myself. haha!
can I dont go out tmr? haha!

Sorry Pris that I could not go out and find you and help you with your painting cause I could not go out. Mum's isn't feeling that well.

Well, for now, I got to get use to the new hair cut then...


Ever since the start of the 2weeks break, I had been watching this show, wipeout. It's entertaining. hahas. Love watching it.

Anyways, I'm gonna do my assignment since I had nothing to do. hahas.

What I'm gonna do this week. hmms.
Today and tomorrow, nothing to do.
Thursday, went out to K. Can I don't sing? I use eye power. can can? =D
Friday, think I will be going back to school to see my sec3s taking their test. Jami is going to teach me how assessment is going to be done(:
Sat and Sun, have a national project to be completed for DI.
As for next week, Pris will be having her holiday. Three cheers for her! hahas. But one bad news, I'm broke. But I dont want to take money from mum and dad. The only solution is stay at home. haha.

"Because I don't want to lose you, I am keeping a distance so that I can control myself."

Labels: Subway(:

I got to eat Subway today and I'm lovin' it. hahas. No wonder WeiLing had been craving for SubWay. It was nice. First time experience and it's great(: hahas.

Anyways, I had finally came to a decision. I'm gonna cut away my hair! haha. I can't stand it anymore. When the wind blows, the hair started getting out of hand. I'd thought of being bald, which is no go cause that will only happen if I had gone nuts. hahas. I'm gonna cut it short. I might regret after it, I might get laughed at, I might love it, maybe. Too many possibilities. But I will never know if I don't try it. Maybe I will cut it away tmr. So that I will not give away the thought, I had been wanting to cut it away since Junyuan's cross country and finally come to a decision today. I might back out last min. hahas. But I hope it will turn out nice(:

I happened to come across the trailer for NewMoon. The movie will only be starring on the big screen on 20th November. Few more months to go. I was told that each sequence will only be screened 2years after the previous one but I think NewMoon is one year after Twilight? I forgot when I watched it but I remembered watching it with Pris and Evon. hahas.

I went out early in the morning yesterday. Met Jami at 8am to have breakfast with her. Then went home. I walked the long route home. I never walked that route home before but that's a new experience for me.

I think and think but still could not come to a decision...

Finally! My last paper ended. But I does not have the thrilled feeling towards it. But I'm happy that I managed to finish the paper and am able to handle it. All those memory works paid off. =]

Anyways, after paper, had lunch at ITAS. Then went over to hanlin yeye's house. At first Ronney and ChingYan were playing his piano then Evon and Pris were using the computer while I was reading my novel. HanLin and Sharon were at the living room watching movie. Then the rest of us, except Evon and ChingYan, were attracted to the movie and we watched all the way to the ending. Damn hilarious. hahas. Hanlin yeye's brother came home halfway the movie. After that, we went off at around 2.30pm to basketball court(:
Bball-ed(:

Had dinner with them at Evon's house there. Went home. Dont like to walk the dark route home at Junyuan there. There's a fear gripping me but I managed to walked home because I am not alone. There's some people around so I don't feel so scared.

Tmr will be the starting of my 2weeks holidays and I had no idea as to what to do and spend my holiday. Rot at home? hehe. I don't know. Maybe. Well, see how things goes first(:
But there's an achievement I wanted to reach in this two weeks holiday, I want to rebuild back my stamina(: Gonna go jogging(: wohoo.

如果爱到那么辛苦, 那么累, 坚持下去,值得吗? 我累了.

Tomorrow's the day. The day to freedom for the next upcoming two weeks. hahas. I hope tmr things will be going on smoothly. Class outing was cancelled just now due to the number of people who could not make it. So, there's a change of plan for tmr. Hmms... Anyways, the thing which I am confirmed about tmr is the Rebus paper. Hope that the things which I had memorised will be of use. And that the things which I am confidence in will come up and hope to score well for the paper. Jiayoujiayou. =]

Gotta go to bed. Byes(:

Labels: Tomorrow's the day.

Here's some photos which I had gotten from my classmates. hahas.


Picture#1. The day when the whole class wore formal because we had oral presentation. Pictures taken during EffComm(:

There's still a lot but here's some of it. =]



Next! FDM camp. I've gotten this photo from FDM blog. Spot me? hahas.

Labels: Smiles(:

Whoo~! hahas. Two papers down and left with one more to clear! I'm happy! REBUS, my favourite subject is next. hahas. I'm taking a break from the fanatic Rebus studying and will be back to studying after I had finished using the com. hahas. Okok. Hmms...

Yesterday, done with my Facom paper. I don't think I could score well for that but! I hope I could pass (:
I'm done with that paper in just a mere 25minutes. Throwing in all the things I knew, regardless whether is it relevant or not. I went home early yesterday. Gonna accompany mummy to collect her medicine. My leg is still hurting me. Guess the bruise turned into something internal. Mummy brought me shopping after that which cause my little brother to hate shopping even more. hahas. Never mind, I never liked shopping in the past. But for now, it's a good recreation to me. =]

Got to know my Wrtoral presentation result. I got an A grade. Nevertheless, I will work harder to get the result which I desires(:

So, after the 1hour paper on Friday, I will be free! Wohoo! hahas. Free for the next two weeks. =] Free! But I had no idea as to what am I suppose to do in the holiday. I borrowed a book from the Tampines Regional Library last night, so, I might spend my time bball-ing and reading that book. Due date will be 23rd June and you know what, it's BianTai first year anniversary :D

Labels: The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dream

Benjamin, my little brother, tagged me to do this quiz.

1. Who tagged you to do this quiz?
Benjamin Quek Zhe Kai, my little brother.

2. Name some good points about him/her.
He's my little brother. hahas. He's good in Science. Had an ambition to become a vet in the future. haha.

3. Name some bad points about him/her.
Hmms. Cause he's my little brother, siblings always annoy siblings, it's their job. hahas.

4. What class are you in?
N902.

5. Name all your best friends.
I had tonnes. hahas. It will take me quite a long time to write. hahas. But! There's BianTai(:

6. Who is your favourite girl in class?
Everyone's my favourite(: No favourtism shown =D

7. Who is your favourite boy in class?
Everyone. I like my class.

8. Are you attached or single?
Single.

9. Do you like this class?
Yupps.

10. What do you like about this class?
Hmms... I don't know. Just like it.

11. Why are you doing this quiz?
Because my little brother told me to. hahas.

12. Do you believe in God?
Of Course! =]

13. Girl or boy?
Girl! hahas.

14. Do you have a crush on somebody?
Maybe, maybe not... =D

15. Cry before?
Yupps.

16. You prefer handphone or computer?
I prefer computer to handphone.

17. Name those people you hate.
None. =]

18. Prefer comedy or romance movies?
Both :D

19. Have you smoked before?
Nopes. And I never will.

20. When will you intend to get married?
Don't know. hahas.

21. Nickname?
Vaness.

22. Last person you talk to?
Hmms... My brother. (:

23. Last person you messaged?
Sharon(:

24. Favourite artist?
David Archuleta(:

25. Favourite song?
A Little too not over you.

26. Nicest movie you ever watched?
Twilight.

27. Favourite food?
Design school's western. hahas. :p

28. Favourite drink?
Design school's teh peng, green tea:D

-Tag 7 people to do this
Hmmss. Anyone will do. (: Inform me if you had done it! I want to see ! :D

Day 1 of my Term Test. Well, it's manageable. I could do it. Just that the vectors are causing a trouble to me. hahas. Guess my 20marks are gone. hahas. But still, hope that method marks could still be given to me. Give me a Z grade please. hahas.

Darn, I think I'm fated to fall in school. This is the second time I fell in school ever since Orientation. Orientation is tripped over some cement floor tilt. This time is tripped on the cement floor stairs. I was practically kneeling on the stairs. Sharon, HuiJi and Evon saw it. haha. Malu! haha. Now my left and right legs are swollen. It hurts when I walked but I knew it will heal. Time will heal my wound.

I regretted falling asleep just now. Was suppose to study for my FACOM. But I fell asleep. I managed to finish studying the refrigerant cycle. 2more chapters to go! Till tmr, I could take a break for awhile more.

Anyways, gonna study now! I will do the tagged quiz tmr, my little brother! hahas. =]

When you're not around, everything felt lost and I am alone to fend for myself.

Labels: Time will heal my wound.

Putting GOD first in my life. Love God. Love Life. Love Others. Heart Of God Church! <3

Hello,
I am Vanessa Quek!


I blog to pen down my thoughts and also to remember the important milestones in my life!

I'm someone who has faith in God and the God within me!

I'm working hard to be in likeness to Christ! Be radical for Him! Giving Him the best years of my life!

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