»A season for everything
Wednesday, July 11, 2012
Seeing how my holidays will be coming to an end soon just makes me feel more panicky. Decided not to go for Orientation camp because I figured out that if I'm going, I will be dragging myself to go. Instead of feeling all reluctant, I convinced myself not to go. So first day of school will be a nerve wrecking one for me. I will be alone for the first time after so long, without my friends with me, honestly, I'm very scared.
For now, I just want to concentrate on working, playing and doing whatever I can! I'm such a fail, I had been telling myself to go for morning jogs since Jan and look at now, it's already July, 6 months had passed and here I am, I did nothing. :| If only I have more motivations to do the things I have to commit myself to do! I. Must. Change!
Just figured out that, recently, I had been busy trying to juggle as many things as I could that I ended up neglecting some things which I should not be neglecting. Example, my family.
4 main things which I have to juggle well in my 4 years in Uni would be, studies, work, family and most importantly, Church!
Everyone tells my that I will be able to find someone in Uni. But it's not about finding 'the one'. Yes, I do yearn for a relationship but I guess it's not the time for it now, especially now when I'm so convinced that being in a relationship will cause me unable to juggle my 4 main priorities well. I need to manage my finances well too!
So many things going on, I need to think hard and also, pray hard. I'm thankful that in everything that I do, I have God with me so that I will not have to be afraid.
Time for bed!!
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