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»Over! :D
Friday, February 26, 2010

Yipee! Finally, Main exam of Semester 1.2 is over. haha. I don't know if I should be happy or not. I still can't feel the excitement in me. haha.
The papers are quite manageable. But whether will I score for it is another question. Hmmms. Got to wait till I get back the results. But first, I want to do the gazillion tonnes of things which I had been wanting to do! haha.
Facebook, Blog, Watching Teevee at ease! haha. :)

I had already know what I'm going to do during the holidays. :)

Okays, a brief post about my declaration of my holidays! :D
Jiayou! :)

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»S.O.S
Thursday, February 25, 2010

I know I should be in bed at this hour but I just finished studying. I can't get anything into my head anymore so I'm going to wake up uper early later to continue. I don't think I could finish everything consistently cause I'm lagging way behind time. There's still 4 more chapters of IntHT left for me and 4 more chapters of Esfac. One day 8 chapters. I don't think I could handle it but I got to finish it by hook or by crook! haha.

Should go to bed now. hehe. Friday end quickly! Please! :D
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»Two down, Two more to go!
Monday, February 22, 2010


Wohoo! hahas. Two papers down and two more to go which is coming on this Friday.
I can't say it's easy but it's manageable.
For TBP, the hints which the teacher gave all came out. haha. So, it's just throwing in all that I had memorised into the paper. haha. But I'm not so sure about the calculation parts.
Then for maths, hmmms. Everything is manageable but when it goes to Question B3 onwards, I can't do anymore. haha. The questions are getting tougher and tougher. hahas.
So, left with IntHT and Esfac. Hope everything will be alright. :D cause I had not started my revision on them yet. haha. :P
Got to stay at home and love them for the next three days or so. haha. :)
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»Built to Last - Melee
Saturday, February 20, 2010

Changed of song! :) I still like Two is Better than One but I like this song too. :)
It's Built to Last by Melee. :)

Built to Last - Melee
I've looked for love in stranger places
but never found someone like you
Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back
and now there's nothing I can't do

'Cause this is real, and this is good
It warms the inside just like it should
but most of all most of all it's built to last
it's built to last

All of our friends saw from the start
So why didn't we believe it too
Whoa yeah, now look where you are
You're in my heart now
And there's no escaping it for you

'Cause this is real, and this is good
It warms the inside just like it should
but most of all most of all it's built to last

Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight
You and I were made to get love right

'Cause this is real, and this is good
It warms the inside just like it should
but most of all most of all it's built to last

'Cause you are the sun in my universe
considered the best when we've felt the worst
and most of all most of all
most of all most of all
most of all most of all it's built to last
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»FB's personality test; ME

I saw this on Facebook and on jiejie's blog and thus, decided to give it a try and I find it quite true.

Dear Vanessa Quek, below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Your view on yourself:
- You are down-to-earth
- People like you because you are so straightforward
- You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
- You like serious
- Smart
- Determined people
- You don't judge a book by its cover
- So good-looking people aren't necessarily your style
- This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
- You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person
- And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you like that person

The seriousness of your love:
- You are very serious about relationships
- Aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like
- If you meet the right person
- You will fall deeply
- Beautifully in love

Your views on education:
- You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas
- You listen to your own instincts
- Tend to follow your heart
- So you will probably end up with an unusual job

The right job for you:
- You're a practical person
- Will choose a secure job with a steady income
- Knowing what you like to do is important
- Find a regular job doing just that

- You'll be set for life

How do you view success:
- You are afraid of failure
- Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed
- Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous

What are you most afraid of:
- You are concerned about your image
- The way others see you
- This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people

- It's time for you to believe in who you are
- Not what you wear

Main Exam is coming in just a mere 2 days. Two papers on Monday, Total Building Performance (TBP) first the Maths2. I'm quite ready for Maths but not so sure about TBP.
Next two papers are on Friday, which are Introduction to Hospitality and Tourism (IntHT) and Electrical Service for Facilities (ESFAC). And that's it, end of exam. :)
This time round, will get to know how do we fair for the past one year. Hope everything will be alright.
Could feel the tension building up as I studied for the two upcoming papers. Had not studied for IntHT and ESFAC yet. Had been distracted by lots of things. One example is the renovation work outside my room. The up and coming lift! haha. :)
Shall do my best for exam. But I'm not going to care so much about the result, leaving it to God. :) I will reap what I sow. :)

Jiayou everyone! :D
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»ZOO! =D
Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Third day of CNY and we decided to head to the Singapore Zoo! =D

My parents had decided to go to the Zoo is because they wanted to award my little brother with something because of his good PSLE grades.

Wake up early in the morning at around 6.45am to get ready. Set off for breakfast at 8am and reached the Zoo at around 9.15am.
The first animal which we caught sight is in the carpark itself. It's a bird. I don't know what species is that but here's a photo of it. :)

I'm the photographer of the day. haha. Cause I was holding on to the camera. :)
When we caught sight of the Zoo, my little brother was jumping for joy like a little kid. He keep telling me that he is having butterflies in his stomach. Can see that he's really anticipating it. haha. :)

Even though it's CNY, where many people will be going out visiting instead of heading to the Zoo, there's still many people, tourists especially.

The ticket selling area and our tickets. :)

Parrots locating near the entrance. :)

Mousedeer :)

Giant Asian Pond Turtle (:

Proboscis Monkey (:
They have the squidbert's nose. haha. The one in SpongeBob.


These are Otters. See if you could spot them. They are sleeping. :D

Flamingo(s). (:

Next, at around 10am, it's the Polar Bears feeding time. The famous Polar Bear in Singapore Zoo is Inuka and his mom. I forgot what's his mom's name. haha. Inuka is born in 26th December 1990. He is now 19 going to 20 years old and guess what? He weighs 550kg now. haha.

The one on the extreme left is Inuka and the one in the centre is his mom and the most extreme right photo is both Inuka and his mom.

There are still many animals. But uploading them takes a great deal of time. So, I will slowly upload them in the next few coming posts. :) For now, I want to sleep. haha.


We didnt manage to finish walking the whole Zoo because we keep getting lost and landed ourselves in the same place and mom is getting tired so we decided to go off. Little brother was sad. Can see the disappointment in his face but I promised him to go to the Zoo again with him. The next time round, he will buy tickets with tram service for mom, dad and elder brother. For me and him, we will stick to walking. :)

I bought him a white tiger plushie. He named it Sheila. haha.

Headed to Auntie's house then to grandma's house then to another auntie's house again. I didn't really study today and these few days, I keep snacking on those goodies. haha. Got to go burn it off! haha. :)

Three photos to end off this post. :)

Good night! :D
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»Valentine's Day; CNY celebration
Friday, February 12, 2010

Watched this movie with Ching Yan and Evon yesterday. It was a nice movie overall. I enjoyed the movie throughout. But however, when we entered the theatre, not much people were watching it. There's Anne Hathaway! =D

Anyways, went back to JYSS for CNY celebration. Didnt really see much of the concert. After that went to TM's Pastamania for lunch.
Home after that.

I'm doing my best. I am trying, I really am. I wanted to adapt life without you, without thinking of you. I can't do it, for now. I know I can, one day. Time is all I need. I dragged too long, I regretted. I really do. I should have more courage. But in the end, I believe that let go is the best solution. No matter how much regrets I had accummulated within me, it's no use anymore. When I'm ready to share how I felt, no one wants to know. When I shut away all connections, they became curious and I'm lost for words. I can't explain how I felt anymore. Hopeless is all I could say. I know I am suppose to stop, stop all those hopeless wishing and waiting but in the end, it all boils down to, no more. No more fairytales, no more, just cruel reality...

Help me. Please.
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»Done
Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Finally done with all the projects. So, tmr onwards, no more school. yay. But still, got to study first. Before I could enjoy my holidays.

Anyways, it's less than three weeks to exam. So got to spur on for the last lap of year 1 and off to year 2.




I felt really tired today suddenly when I was walking home. I felt like telling it to someone yet, dont feel like anymore. All I can say is that, maybe I should let go before anymore misery set in. I'm left with no choice anymore. I keep believing that I could do it but in the end, I'm always proved that I am wrong. I try to hold on but it hurts too much. Letting go of something which I dont want to, is really, agonizing. I had given myself a time limit, over it, it's time to let go...
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»Yay
Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Last week of school. Tomorrow should be the last day if we manage to hand in the HCDE report by tmr if not, due date is thurs.

Tmr will be the last day of Public Speaking, I still can recall that I don't like Public Speaking at all in the beginning but as time goes by, I'm lovin' it. haha. =]

Anyways, today. Lunch at Design School with jiejie. School ended at 3pm. Went back for GB and I did drill with Eunice, Orlena, Eunice and Yin Xuen. :) So long since I did drill. But I had a great time sweating. hahas. =D

"Do you know how it felt like
when you miss someone a lot
but you could do nothing about it but
let the feeling manifest itself within you.
These few days, had been agonizing."
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»A story of a LIFE
Saturday, February 6, 2010


Yupps, life sure is beautiful. :)
Went back to GB today and during devotion, Ms Chiam told us about a story of a life. She showed us pictures of her and Mr.Bun. haha. She told us about a summary of what happen to them and how she 'decided' to like him 13 years later. haha. Actually, I had heard about her story, the longer version and more detailed one, during badgework when I was still a GB girl. haha.

She showed us pictures about her baby girl, how she addresses her baby as a peanut. :)
Psalms 139. :)

Afterwhich went for drill. Hmmms. I still prefer doing drill than teaching drill. But nonetheless, I hope I'm teaching it right. haha. :)

Went home and was kept busy the whole afternoon so I can't join the girls for the shopping trip. Sorry! But hope you girls had enjoyed yourself with the retail therapy. haha. :)

I should be studying starting from yesterday but nopes, no mood for studying. haha. "Discipline and Determination" are the two keywords lacking when it comes to studying for me. I will study, I promise. haha. :)

Anyways, in conclusion, what I want to say is, life is beautiful. Love it. =]

"How I wish I could be the one..."
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»Two is Better Than One
Friday, February 5, 2010

Two is Better Than One - Boys Like Girls and Taylor Swift

I remember what you wore on that first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"

Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing

Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

Then maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is bette than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey"

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you already got me coing undone
And I'm thinking ooh
I can't live without you
Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I figured out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
That two is better than one.

A song by Boys like Girls and Taylor Swift, Two is better than One. :)

Another week's gone and now, what's left is that, next week will be the last week of schooling for year 1 cause next Sunday will be CNY (That's very fast!) and then it's time for study break and time for exam and afterwhich, Vacation! :D

The weather had been very hot recently. Till just now when there's dark clouds and I thought it was going to rain but nopes, it didn't. The sky had cleared and I could go for my jog later. Teehee. :D

"Should I trust my instinct or
just treat it as pure stuborness?
Afraid to trust yet felt like trusting.
What if it isn't me?"
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»February
Tuesday, February 2, 2010

It's FEBUARY already! That's very fast. CNY is around the corner. But what is something to be happy about is that, project duedates are coming soon and that means, no more projects anymore for this semester. Just exam and I'm free! haha. :)

Had been quite busy these few days which explain why my blog had been so dead recently. But fret not, after my exam, I'll be keeping it lively. :D haha.

I like what I am doing now. Revit. =]
Even though I had no talent in arts but Revit really is a good computer software which could let me play with the art. haha.

I'm going to be Year 2 soon! =D
I know that the road laid in front of me will be tougher but I'm living each day with a great big smile on the face! haha. I'm going to face it with optimism and I'm going to stay stronger and tougher. Like my impromptu speech, "When the road gets tough, the tough gets going!" :D

P.S. My Vaio Lappy is spoiling soon. =[ haha.


"Knowing something isn't going to happen
but still having that inch of hope."
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