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Friday, November 26, 2010
Can someone teach me how to tame my heart?
I hate the feeling when you know that your heart started falling but reality just makes it known that, the two of us will be a mission impossible. The feeling where I wanted to stop my heart from falling hard on you but the heart just don't listen and fall deeper.
I hate the feeling when I know that I had fallen for you and when I started to notice everything you do. Every actions done to other people. You have a way in making me feel so special but then when I sees you talking to others, in a more affectionate way, my heart just sinks.
What is going to happen? I think I should hide in my shell for once. I must stop seeing you, though I wanted to. I must stop trying to get your attention. I should be hidden at the background.
I should stop falling in love. Until I am found by someone I really like.
God, help me. ='(
I don't believe in grabbing opportunities because that would ruin the friendship. Awkwardness will set in and everything just fall. It's like a luck game. It's either this or that. I don't want to take the risk. I don't talk to others about my problem especially in matter of the heart cause they will start seeing me with different point of views. Don't ask me anything. Because I can't... =/
Labels: I should stop.
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