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Sunday, January 29, 2012
Think it's time to open up this blog again. No more security permission for this blog again until I don't know when. Hah.
It's almost the end of Poly and with a few weeks left, got to start keeping a lookout for work and also for any Uni which I could apply for.
As for now, I'm gonna start being a grown up and be more committed in the things that I am doing. Studying, exercising, learning third language, piano, etc, I should not be intimidated by the amount of work that I have to put in but to do my best in everything that I'm gonna start doing. I need to be more focused and must be more determined. I want to work hard and enjoy the fruit of my labors.
Attended a church service at Heart Of God Church (HOGC) with PrisPris yesterday. It's been long since I last step foot in a church and attended a service. I felt the distinct difference between people of God and people of the world as I sat through the sermon. The atmosphere and the energy brought forth by the enthusiasm for God is overwhelming. I'm touched and am thankful that God saw me and saved me.
I know I can't change people's perspective on me overnight but I'm going to do it slow. I will show them that Christ lives in me and I will want to show others the glory of God. :)
I know that Father will guide me through it! :)
For now, I got to hit the sack and wake up early in the morning for some exercise! Hope that I could wake up!! :)
P.S. I love my current blogskin! hehe. If you are able to read this post, it means that you know the way in here. haha!
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»Future
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
I had been thinking since the start of last year's December regarding life after graduation. Still pondering over it. Still am unsure as to what I should be doing. Especially during Open House, everyone's been asking me what am I going to do after Poly and when I say I don't know, they were shocked and said that time is running out and I should be making a decision quick.
I should be heading to Uni but what course should I take up? What I'm afraid is, I might grow sick of my profession.
But still, at the bottom line, everyone somehow know where they are heading to yet I'm still taking a step at a time.
Whatever! Let go and Let God! :D
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»Welcome to the year 2012!
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Yet another year! Goodbye to 2011 and Annyeong to 2012! :)
So far, 2011 had been great. Thinking back, as every day pass by, memories starts to fade from vivid to bits and pieces. At the end of the year, the freshest memories were the ones etched in the heart and the year that had just past.
Some major milestones in the year 2011;
April 2011, my 3rd year in Poly officially started with Internship at Dairy Farm Singapore. There were much hesitant in forming our group but even though we ended up attached to the same company yet the group was different. But nonetheless, the 19 weeks in PPD was awesome. But there were regrets that I still feel deep down in my heart. If only I am more proactive and initiative then my Major Project could be a better one. But, it's over already. I just have to learn from this experience. :)
Moral of this experience - to be more initiative and be more hardworking in everything that I do and do my very best. If I do my best, I will not have regrets. :)
10 September 2011, attended my very first, in my entire 18 years of life, concert. The SHINee World 1st Concert in Singapore! It's still too surreal that I can't feel anything. The excitement still could not totally sink into me. Thanks to TingTing who helped me with this! If not for her help, I will never be able to go to this concert so smoothly with my cousin and her friend. :)
Still hope to see them again soon! And they are making their comeback soon! This feeling is really, no words could describe it. This inexplicable joy and happiness, it's God given.
And I'm reminded of this song; "Top of the World" by Carpenters.
"I'm on the top of the world lookin' down on creation And the only explanation I can find Is the love that I've found ever since you've been around. Your love's put me at the top of the world."~ :)
9 December 2011, my second concert within 3 months. 2011 Girls' Generation 2nd Asia Tour. Another awesome experience and this time I experienced it with some of my classmates and also my BFF, Sharon. SNSD is the first Kpop group I am introduced to and my admiration for them is still here! Though SHINee is now my most favored group but this group will always be the best Female Group in my heart! :)
10 December 2011, my 4 years in Christ! :) Ever since 2007, it is then I start to know and realise and learn what life is. How to treat everyone around me correctly. I had been a horrible tyrant during Secondary 1 and 2. Then in Sec 3, it is through God's love and guidance that I learned a lot of things. And it is His love that was given to me through my friends that I understand the joy in having friends and clique. Also, my most special friends are Priscilia and JieNi. In the environment which I had grown up in, I rarely get in touch with Christians and therefore, it is only during Sec 1 that I got to know that there's this religion. Therefore, I am thankful that God bestowed so many friends to me. Sharon, Evon, Shermeen, Priscilia, Jade, Cherie, KaiLin, WeiLing, KaiWei, JieNi, Sijin, EnNi, ChingYan, ShiQi and many more! :)
My last day of 2011 was celebrated by watching live stream of Korea's Year End Song Festival, name the Gayo Daejun. K-pop had been strong and it had made my life so happy too. Music is universal and I am really happy that I'm exposed to K-pop. Though it may be an annoyance to people who don't like K-pop that I keep spamming news about them through Facebook, Tumblr and Twitter but I am really excited about it!
Though at times I may not like to share within my friends cause there's this inner fear that I am having but I'm going to not care about it but just care about myself. Not caring if others might surpass my love for them, I just want to show my most genuine side. Onew got me out of situations when I felt that love is hopeless. SHINee and SNSD gave me joy. Nonetheless, I just want to continue spazzing! :D
Also, to improve on my Korean as my third language. :)
But ultimately, everything is God-given to me! No matter what, God is always my number 1 and I will never give up on this relationship with Him! :)
I will continue to work hard. I am still lost with regards to after Poly, whether should I work or study, I will commit everything to God. :D
I just want to end this year with an "AMEN!" :)
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