WEEEE~! haha. Guess why am I in such a high spirit?! Cause, I'm finally done and had handed in my REBUS assignment on the 40 newspaper articles. haha. So now, have to let teacher grade it. Handed in to Mary Sai instead of Raymond Wong because Mary Sai is our tutor. Think our class is the only class not taught by Raymond Wong. haha.

So, Rebus homework done and now to focus on my TermTest which is coming on Monday. I'm working hard and I will work doubly harder.
I'm starting to fall in love with Rebus again. Guess my interest is on this kind of business. Cads is not bad too. But Real Estate Business is so cool. hahas.

My tutor, Mary Sai, is a part time teacher. She's working in Knight Frank, an estate agent company right here in Singapore. She's a professional auctioneers, someone who auction properties and stuff. Those who goes, "1million going once, 1 million going twice, SOLD!" hahas. After lesson, she had told us that if we are serious now on this real estate business subject, we could become either a real estate agent or a managing agent or valuator.
Gonna work hard for this subject. Since I had Wednesday and Thursday to work on it. I will make full use of the time given. As stated in Shermeen jiejie's blog, time is the fairest thing on earth, whether will we make good use of it, shows the fairness of it. I think this is how she wrote it(: I find it very true.

Didnt manage to get back my WRTORAL result today because Ms Katherine was not around. Could not find her.
My class is getting more and more sick, in a sense that, almost everyone's sick. haha. I'm sick too. But had got better. =]

Labels: Time.

I didnt manage to post yesterday because I didnt use the com at all. haha. Rare eh. hahas.
Well, after coming back from school yesterday, I went for a bath and had a quick dinner and off to do my REBUS at 7.30pm. I do all the way from 7.30pm till 4.30am in the morning. But I still didnt manage to do it finish. =[
But I could not take it anymore and thus I went off to bed. My shoulder is aching and my left hand is overworked. I should train my right hand when I'm free. hahas(: Went to bed at 4.30am and wake up at 7.45am. Even though it's a short 3hr and 15mins, I'm grateful that I could go to bed.

Had my presentation yesterday, I'm glad that the nervous-ness signs are no longer prevailing. I'm being totally myself during the presentation, no shiverings and awkward body languages. Getting my result back for the presentation tmr. I hope I could score well, I hope I could get good grade like Kent, an A+.
Went for FDM club interview after school. I think it's a bad one overall. =[
Guess I got to consider other ccas. =[

I thought I would be quite dead and lifeless today but thank God, I'm being very alive today. Meaning that, I dont feel sleepy or sort.

One bad news! Man-U lost to Barcelona in this morning's match! =[

Okok, got to go and have a bath and I want to play Spot the Difference! And after which, gonna study for REBUS. =]
Term test will be next week, I will do my best, study hard =]

Labels: Persevere and I will see the light. =]

WRTORAL presentation is tmr! I'm gonna freak out tmr. haha. I'm afraid that my mind will go blank tmr. But no sweat, I will do my best(:

After which I must do finish my REBUS. Term test's dates are all set and seat no too. Monday will be Maths, Tuesday will be FACOM and lastly, REBUS will be on Friday. Then after that, time for my break! =D

Went back to Junyuan today. For GB and there's not many people left in school when I went back. There's a new vending machine and I tried the honeydew. It's sweet. haha.

Labels: Near breaking point

I read a note my grandma wrote back in 1923.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me.
He said,"boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but i loved your grandma so."

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet,
instead of her, i found this letter, and this is what it said:

If you get there before i do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long i'll be.
But i'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till i see you again,
I'll be loving you. love, me.

I read those words just hours before my grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and grandpa stopped to pray.
I know i'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.

If you get there before i do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long i'll be.
But i'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till i see you again,
I'll be loving you. love, me.

Between now and then, till i see you again,
I'll be loving you. love, me.

A song named, "Love, Me" by Collin Raye. I remembered the first time I heard this song, I fell in love with it. Because of the meaningful lyrics wrote. I first heard this song when I was in Sec.2. Introduced to my class by Ms.Yuen, my English teacher then.

Labels: Between now and then; till I see you again; I'll be loving you; Love. Me

Finally doing my REBUS. Finally pasting those articles in and doing it. Finally.
Yawns. I'm tired again. Homeworks and assignments are draining my energy away. I had no confidence in getting good grades for the coming term tests. Everyday the moment I open my eyes, I am looking forward to the night again. Every night, I will sleep and often the next moment I knew is the light that shone into my room that had waken me up. I don't want to wake up, but I knew I had to because tonnes of homeworks and assignments are waving hello to me. So, all I have to do now is, finish my REBUS, finish my WRTORAL, then to do my revisions for my term tests. Sounds easy? Well, I don't think I could hold on anymore.

Well, turn the situation around! I will face everything. Face it and put it under my control. Not gonna let them control me. Jiayou! Finish my assignments and term tests, time for my well deserved break! =D
Well deserved break equals to basketball. Wait for me basketball and BianTai! =D

even though I'm busy, You're still the one I will be thinking of often.

Labels: You're the reason

I'm still awake! haha.
Just want to add this post to my blog to make it alive. haha. I know I had been blogging everyday but! due to term tests and undone assignments, I will be focusing more on working and less on entertainment. haha. If I break my promise, please do tell me! haha. Anyways, do tag more to keep my blog alive! haha.

Seriously, I just finished letting out my thoughts. Typing and deleting every single words which I had been bottling in myself, was a very cool thing to do. It's like my body systems had erased those words away, as I'm deleting those stuffs. I don't get pissed off easily but seriously, I got pissed off by someone recently. Because that person had got over my limit line. Now, everything is to be back to normal, no more grudges held, no more negative things towards anyone anymore. I don't like to be angry because I seriously think that, it's not me anymore. But sometimes, human wrath is still there. Sorry if I had stepped on your tail. If you don't step on mine, I won't step on yours. I'm gonna transcend myself. Move myself up to a higher level, don't get pissed off easily! I shall make it a point that, if I get angry or show attitude, I will starve myself for one meal. Okays! That is it! haha.

Anyways, I got to go bed now, if not tmr can't wake up for BS and to do Rebus. Gonna try my best to finish Rebus tmr and also, WRTORAL! =] All the best!

Stop forcing me to do the things which I don't want to do will you?!

At least things are getting better today(:

Woke up at 10am. It's been so long since I'm able to sleep past 9am. The feeling was... Shiock! haha. Well. Cause Mary Sai was not in S'pore so, no Rebus tutorial today. Had Maths Lecture at 11am then Rebus lecture at 12pm. A rather relaxing day(:
Then. Went for lunch with Pris, Evon and Sharon. We had cup noodles for lunch, bought it over at Cheers at Business School. Then went for Cads practise. I hope I could do well for the test! 20%! I'm not going to lose this anymore! Must have good time management! =]
Then went over to library awhile then to CP basketball court. LeongWei and WeiSian were there and finally! I'm able to touch my "friend"! haha. It's been ages since I had bball-ed. I'm glad that I didnt lost touch for it(:
Passion for Basketball is always there(: Went home after awhile. I'm going to bball-ed till I'm happy during the holidays. But now, had to focus on my Term Tests first(:

Labels: a genuine one for today., A smile

When is the last time, when you had genuinely laugh with your friends? Is it yesterday, today or? Well, to say the truth, it's been ages since I laugh or smile genuinely, those deep down in my heart kind. Not that I'm being obnoxious or such, just that, in the course of my poly life, I'm been hit by my very first test given to me by God. Obstacles facing me, blocking me to move forward. I feel like giving up but I won't cause I know that there are some one out there, much worse than me, is still persevering on.

I don't want to be sandwiched in between. I don't want cracks to form in our friendships. That's the last thing in my list which I want it to happen.

BIANTAI! I miss you guys! Truly! When can we meet up again? =[

I will be there for you. To brave through this storm. I will be there for you. I will and I promise you.

Hellos! haha. I'm a bit high today. haha. Well, I had downloaded the windows messenger 8.5 last night and it took quite long but less than an hour. So, no sweat(: I think it's very cool. haha. But I had yet to try out the chatting part. Mainly because I prefer to appear offline. haha. So, I might try it one day. One day when I felt like talking. haha.

Anyways, Presentation today for the first few people of 02. They wore formal clothes and I got a shock when I entered the lecture room. haha. It's seriously formal wear for those guys. Listening test up next. I almost fell asleep halfway through the listening compre. haha. APEL... It's the same as CME, about our purpose in life and many more. Like today's lesson, there's questions asked like, if you won $10million what will you do and if you have contracted a terminal illness and was left with 10 months to live, what will you do. Well, these questions really set me thinking. Especially the part when I had only 10months to live. Well, if that day really comes, so be it. haha. =]

After school, went for lunch and off to library. This time we went to the sixth floor and we went into the project room. Nice place to study. But I went home halfway because I don't have my notes for tmr's test and also, I'm distracted by many things.

Gonna do tonnes of things. Study, study and more studying! haha. But nevertheless, I'm still itching for basketball. =[ Arghh...



Pris Pris! The Sunflower is still growing healthly. =]

Well, don't want to talk about lessons cause I think it's bored to keep on talking about school. But other than school, nothing for me to blog about. haha. Nevertheless, there's still things worth talking about. Like, I had lunch with Shermeen, GuoHarn, Pris, Evon, Sharon and HanLin today at Mensa 2.
Dinner with my family and saw WeiMing and ChengWei. They are doing something which I am itching to do. Bball-ing. =[
I am doing my REBUS halfway. Well, I had not done any of it yet. I had only collected the articles. Hope I could be able to find the whole 40.
Tmr is English day again.
And now, counting down to 18days. 18 more days to holidays. =]

Have the urge to blog and itchy fingers to type. hehe. Well, I'm feeling quite helpless about my life right now. I don't know what to do about it. School is still manageable, just that some part of school is not really enjoyable anymore.
I don't want to go to all sorts of nonsense to please anyone anymore. I'm tired of it. No offences but just that, I don't know how to say. I don't want to ruin anything. I needed something to speak out, some place to express myself. I don't want to bottle everything inside myself. I had kept too many things to myself and I can't find anymore places to stuff them in anymore. The thought of those stupid idiotic sights seriously makes me want to cry my heart out but I don't want to tear in front of anyone. I don't scold vulgars, my friends will know it. But seriously, what happened recently had made me almost lose myself. Seriously lah, some people dont use brain one lor. Damn shit! Stupid idiotic hyprocrite. Don't ask me who is it, because I will never say out.

But everytime there's troubles or problems, I'm glad that at the end of the day, God is always there for me. There's always someone to turn to when I'm feeling really depressed and someone to cry to when things ain't going right. Someone to talk to when I felt really hopeless about some things. Someone, the special someone, GOD. He's not someone, He's my HEAVENLY FATHER(:

Labels: I'd lost it. Lost myself in the midst of scolding. Sorry

I'm back! From FDM camp! haha. Well, what should I say. I think that this is the best orientation camp I'd went as compared to other orientation camps. haha.
Didnt manage to blog and on the computer yesterday cause I went to bed at 6pm. I slept through dinner time and the whole night, waking up only at 7plus 8pm. haha.

Started on Friday, 6pm and we were separated into groups. There's 10 groups and 2groups will merged together to form an empire. I'm in the group, Amber, same group as ChingYan. Empire is Lenix, same empire as Sharon. haha. Our group is made up of all girls while our empire is 10 girls and 1 guy. haha. So, the others see us as the weakest team cause there's too much girls but we won the final empire clash. hahaha. =D

So, first day. We had icebreaker games. My empire's taggers are HuiMin, HongWay and Darren. Had spooky trail after that and they gave us watch horror movie before that and it's the first time I'm watching horror movie. Cannot take it. haha. First movie is "The messenger" then second movie is "Ju-on". When I was about to walk the spooky trail, I saw the boy's face. Wah. Scared the wits out of me. There's four sections to finish but I walked finished the first one and I gave up. So sorry Sharon, I can't go on anymore. Sorry. My deepest and darkest fear is darkness and ghost. Finished everything at about 1plus 2am. After that is own time own target. Bathe, walk around the school, sit outside library with Sharon, Evon, Kent and Terrance and went to bed at around 4plus am. Slept on the floor, cold and I was shivering and I didnt catch a wink. Can't seem to fall asleep in unfamiliarised places.

Second day, Amazing Race. It was fun and tiring. It was like running from 8.30am till about 7.30pm. It was fun and I truly enjoyed myself throughout. My taggers are Gary and QiuYan. Had variety night after that and everything ended at around 12plus 1am. Bathe, sit around and went to bed at 3.15am. I managed to sleep but I woke up every hour. From 3.15am, I wake up at 4plus then sleep back and 5am wake up, sleep, 6am wake up and finally, 7.30am, went to wash up.

Third day, Final empire Clash. We were awesome. Head back to lecture theatre. Debrief, group cheers and went off at 2pm. Went for lunch with class and home sweet home(:
Bathe and I went to sleep at 6.45pm, I suppose. haha.

School today. 8 days consecutively going to school. Went to school alone. Had CADs assignment, didnt manage to finish it. There goes my 10% but it's ok, I will work harder on my time management(:

Anyways, camp is over and now to focus on the right things, school. =]

Labels: no matter what., Protect my loved ones

Phew~ A load off my shoulder. Finally the one slide presentation is done. And not bad, good comments given to me from my three "judges", Kent, Reid and YueMing. haha. This time round didnt shiver as much as before but was still as nervous as ever.
Effcomm, relaxing as ever. haha. This lesson is just, going to computer lab and sitting in front of our PC and looking at videos, doing exercises and ta-dah! Done!
APEL, nothing much. Discovery of our own personal traits. I'm a peaceful angelfish(:
Then headed up to sign up for the Youth Olympic thing. FDM and IBT is a compulsory to sign up for that. Being volunteers to the Youth Olympic but then, whether are we in is not yet confirmed.

Lunch at the coffeeshop near the foodcourt of KFC's. Headed back to school, actually wanna finish our CADS but still, the lab was not open and we have to wait till Friday to get everything over and done with.

Headed to Library as usual. Sharon was sleeping whereas me, reading the book which I had borrowed days ago. Evon and HuiJi sitting with Pris. Home and now, sitting in front of the monitor and gonna copy REBUS notes.

Doing my REBUS newspaer article thing tmr. Camp is coming up.

Labels: If love is spelt as T-I-M-E

CADs CADs CADs. Still as chaotic as ever. Gonna stay back tmr to do finish my CADs. My window dimension was wrong and thus I gonna redo it. Nevertheless, I'm still enjoying it. haha. Tests are all coming in now. Teachers had been telling us that Quizes will be coming and dates were set and now, should start studying. But! Gonna focus on Friday first, FDM camp. And also, my beloved basketball session before that. =]



Hmms.. First day of Week 4. Both elder and younger brother had no school. Cause my elder brother was having his holidays and my younger brother had his vesak days' holiday.
So, had CADs Lecture first. Then, FACOM Lab. Siew Kee did not come. =p haha.
Then went over to walk around the school and looking at the airconditions and stuff. Break time! Had break at Mensa 2 and we were laughing like crazy. haha. I almost fell while walking up the stairs. And I hurt my toe again. It had not recovered since that day I hurt it by kicking the basketball.
Back for CADS lab and was quite ok cause I could do it. haha. Went back and while walking out of Engine school was talking to my classmates. Then I started walking, back facing the front, and I knocked onto the stairs railing real hard. Lucky I had my bag on, if not, I think my back will be, wah. Guowei say he wanted to tell me but when he was about to tell me, I had already knocked onto it. Reid also said that he wanted to grab me but his hands were too short. haha! Too bad, I had already knocked onto it. And I thought it was a person I had knocked to and when I was about to apologise, I came to my senses that it was not a human but a stairs railing. haha

Went over to Shermeen's house to bake oreo cheescake. haha. Mocha is very adorable! haha. Really adorable. =] I could sit on the floor staring at her whole day =]
Went down to find HanLin, LeongWei and Ronney.
Went home around 6plus 7pm.

"I wanted to give up the thought sometimes but I had fallen too deep. =["

Labels: 3years, 6months and 10 days

A post dedicated to all mothers of the world! Happy Mothers' Day! =D

Happy Mothers' Day to my mum, XinLing Mummy, Keith mama, Jonathan pong mama, Ching Yan Mummy. haha. I don't think I had made anymore mums I suppose. haha.

Mothers' Day is another day for me. We are not celebrating it, was abit upset about it because mum had to work. From morning to night, 10am till 10pm. But I make it a point that, I must make my mum proud by studying hard and also, to make the next future coming Mothers' Days a memorable ones. =]

Anyways, Happy Mothers' Day! =D

So, I was suppose to do my homework now but something interesting grasps my attention at Shermeen's blog. It's about the world coming to an end. It was believed that the world will come to an end at 21st December 2012. It's about 3years, 6months and 11 days from now. The thought of dying brought shivers down my spine and I really am not prepared. I know that the world will come to an end one day but in 3more years? Well, if it's real, all I could do now is to make full use of my remaining 3years, 6months and 11days. There's a lot of things left undone and I will use this time to finish it once and for all.
While looking at the 6videos, I constantly ask myself, is this real? Cause I remembered when I was in Pri.school, my classmates once told me that the world is coming to an end the next day and I truly believed it and in the end, nothing happens. But this time round, will it really come true? Well, if I wants to know whether is it real, all I could do now is to wait till that day comes. But now, I'm gonna start doing the things which was left untouched.
Like, helping my friends to receive salvation! Going to heaven and be with them till eternity. I tried talking my family into receiving Christ but they were adament. No matter how much I say, they will never change their stand. But I really hope they could change their mind one day. Eternal life is not by deeds, it's a gift from God. Only by accepting Him, will you receive this gift.

Talking about heaven, I had always heard from Jami that she will be thinking how does heaven looks like and she said her heaven is full of condominiums. And I also heard from her during the Encounters Camp that heaven is full of joy. It is what you think it is. Well, my own kind of heaven is where all my family and friends will be there, just like now. Being able to see them safe and happy is all that matters.
God, if the prophesies are real, can You give me the courage and strength to show them I really do cherish them. And that, I don't want to go to You unprepared and full of regrets. Thank You Father. Amen. =]

Gonna go do my homeworks and got them printed out in school tmr. If not, I'm truly dead meat. haha. =]

Labels: Cherish.

Had been doing my research for WRTORAL for the past 2hours. So, everything seems to be forming up. So now, got to get everything organised and then to type out and print out. But, no printer how? Hmms. Think I got to go to school and print it out.

My left shoulder had been aching since the day before. Hmms. Anyways, got to get everything done now. REBUS newspaper article cutting, REBUS project and assignment. WRTORAL presentation, homeworks. EMATHS quiz and practices. Busy! hahas.
But I will find enjoyment in the things I'm doing. =]

Labels: Optimistic is the way to go further[=

5hours of REBUS today, of which, 4hours are tutorial and 1 hour lecture. A tiring day. Had been wanting to fall asleep. But only break time is the most awake moment. So, it rained in the morning and REBUS from 8.30am till 11am. The pop quiz, I managed to pass by a few marks. Mr.Raymond said it's only first chapter in the end all three came out. But luckily, it's a open book test. haha. Went for Maths lecture after that and it was super duper boring. Vectors. Eww. haha. REBUS lecture. Lunch break and then REBUS make up tutorial again.

Will not be blogging as often as last time when I will blog everyday. Assignments are piling in. REBUS had a group assignment and a group project. Just nice 3 person. Project is about Tampines Mall and Century Square. haha.
I still have to do WRTORAL. hmms. I'm exhausted. haha.

FDM camp is coming next friday.

My two favourite subjects are on today's timetable. FACOM and Emaths. So, while having lesson halfway, the whole 5th floor just went black out. No aircon no lights. After FACOM, went for toilet break and went back to class, found that our belongings and everyone were gone. Gone. Then we found out that, they had shifted class. Emaths lecture, vectors. Eeew. I don't like it but no sweat, it's something light today. FACOM lecture, didnt listen to any words from the teacher because firstly, we could not hear what the teacher was saying because she didnt use the mic and we are playing at the back. Christina was being a joker. haha. After school, went to lunch with N902 and mentors at Engine 2, the bread board. Had my omelette fried rice. Teehee. =]
Went to buy bubble tea and then to west mac. Was videoing Piglet dancing. haha. Then, I did my Maths. Self revision and now, to study for REBUS quiz. Byes. =]

Anyways, good luck to everyone who will be having exams and quiz tmr! Do your best. =]

Stupid stupid stupid! Humph! I think you have cross my limit line.

Labels: Attitude determines who you are and what you are

It's English day today. Cause all the lessons today are all English. One thing which I love English is because the teachers will pronouce my name correctly. It's Ver-neh-sir. Not Ver-ni-sa. haha. Okok. So, had Wrtoral for 2hours as usual then had Effcomm. Had a speaking test. So, lesson ended early cause after the test, hand in and off we go. Went to Engine school and eat. haha. Finally, Engine school but I still could not have my omelette fried rice. =[
No APEL. But had a talk. Then REBUS make up lecture. Sharon didnt go her Maths so we are free. haha. I was stopped by the people outside because I had a higher temperature. I was examined with a temperature of 37degree. So was let off.

Hmms. Went West Mac then back to school then we sat outside the library. It was a cooling place to sit at. haha. Waited for KaiLin's father to come fetch her. Her dad came at 7plus. LeongWei waited with me. Thank you! =]
Then, he went to find Ronney and HanLin while I went home.
Actually, I didn't want to use the computer today but, just wanna use it shortly. hehe. Check my email! haha. Gonna go do my Maths! =]

Maybe because I'm being trained to be discipline in GB and being trained to be committed in the things which I'm involved with in GB and in Bible Study, I'm not going to let BianTai separate. It is us who had started it and have the responsibility to hold it together as long as possible. I'm not going to let BianTai disperse just because we can't get together as long as possible. I know why the feeling of thinking that we are drifting apart had arise, it's because we started off having holidays and that's why we are very free and am able to meet up as much as possible. But things can't always be the same. Maybe this is a test that God had placed for us. Whether will we overcome it, whether will we solve this problem as a united BianTai, it's all about each individual of us. Jiayou ok?
I love my class but I think each have different standings in my heart. I won't say I love my class more than BianTai. I can say, I like both equally. But still, the love and passion for BianTai is more. It's like about God. As days goes by, our love and passion for BianTai is losing, but always go back to the time when we are together. Results does not mind, it's the process. When we had done our best, we know it and we will not feel disappointed. Cause we had put in our very best. So, anyways, I don't want to see BianTai gone just like that. Always think of the consequences. People tends to do things without thinking of the consequences. I used to be like that, acting impulsively. But I will not now. And I must not.

Tuesday is a mad day for me. I'm acting a bit of abnormally today. Evon and Sharon can testify for it. I'm been driven mad by the CADs lesson. I'm actually talking to the computer. haha. So, was doing the assignments given by the teacher and everything started complicate when we don't understand and could not catch what the teacher was teaching. Here's some pictures I took during the past CADs lesson. Don't see that it's just some lines and small pictures, it's a lot of work done behind it. =)

Labels: Smile(:

A good weather for a start today. haha. It's raining! Suits the two words, monday blues. haha. I suppose many people dreads monday cause it's school days for us and working days for the workers. haha.
Nevertheless, lessons still rocks. Am having fun. N902 is bonding more as a class. Everyone is mixing well to each other. As usual, the three of us, Evon, Sharon and me, are known as Powerpuff Girls to them. Whenever they see us, they will not call us by name, they will call us, powerpuff girls. haha.

So, I wore white shirt and white pants to school today and thus, was very white today. My classmates were all saying I'm white today and Kent say I'm "chao ji bai". I know he don't mean harm. haha.
After class, went to celebrate birthday for the three birthday boy and girls. Christina, which her birthday falls on tmr, Hidayah, 7th May and Kent, 8th May. Had dinner at Swenses and the meal cost $283.77. Woah. haha.
Went over to CP to find Ronney and HanLin. It's been ages since I had bball-ed, I think I had said that umpteen times. I'm gonna play on next friday! Before my FDM camp. Gonna sneak out at night. hehe. =]

Anyways, tmr's Tuesday. School ends at 4pm.

Labels: Having Faith in God(:

This morning was not a good morning to begin with. It all started early in the morning around 3plus. I was coughing like nobody's business. The feeling was terrible. Then it started raining very heavily, with thunders and lightnings. Then I had a nightmare. Till the morning when I woke up, everything seems to be smoothened.

I'm still thinking about yesterday's bible study. Remembered hearing that the heart is the only organ in our body that could feel. Yes, feel. This word. How many people could feel love? Especially God's love. Everyone could, it's just a matter of whether we wanted to feel it or not.

Tmr's the third week of school. Wonder what is in store for me.

I dont feel good. Something is going to happen and I'm afraid, it's something bad.

I'm back hours ago from my BS. I learnt new things again today! And I shall share it! hehe.
The phrase which I had learnt today and really touched my heart is this, "Always go back to your first love." Well, it simply means, always go back to the time when you first experienced God's love and that love really touched your heart the most. In the while on reading God's Words, we will always lost our passion and love for God but thinking back to the day when you first experienced His love for us, it will always warm your heart. It's true. I remembered the first time when I first experienced His love, it's truly an experience for me.
Also, JieYing illustrated about how to explain believing in God to our unbeliever friends. Take a can of Green Tea for example, if I told my friend it's nice, they will believe it. Whether will they wanted to drink it, it's their choice. So, it's like, when we tell others about God, whether will they want to believe in Him, it's their choice, it's not up to me to decide and always go back to the first question, whether do they believe that there is a God existing.

Met up with Evon after that to CS. It was weeks or month ago since I last went to that area.

This week passes fast. Maybe because holidays are longer(:
Swine flu is on orange alert! Hmms. I'm suppose to go see a doctor today because I had not been feeling that well since last week. Sore throat for a week already and had been constantly coughing and etc. But still, these can't stop me from having fun. I'm still having fun in school. I'm looking at everything in a positive way. =] Because I have God's love with me. hehe. =]

Anyways, I removed the song from my blog. Don't know why, it's been cut. Tsktsk. haha.

Staying still, waiting for the results to show.

Labels: Always go back to your first love

Today is Labour Day and it means there's no school! So, N902 plus mentors (Rebacca and WenChieh), Ronney, HanLin and LeongWei, went to Sentosa!
So, it was a fun day. I really love my tanned skin colour now. It looks really pretty. =]
Well, we played games like volleyball, frisbee, captains ball. At around 5plus, went to watch basketball match. It had been so long since I last bball-ed. So, was really missing it. =[
Took the train back to Vivo for dinner. The place was really packed at the train station. People keep pushing and squeezing to get into the train.

Had Carls' Junior for dinner. Had dinner under the moon. haha. No places for us to sit so we were sitting outside the restaurant. Went home at around 9plus pm. Reached home at around 10.30pm.
Anyways, now am waiting for my hair to dry. =]
My skin is already peeling off now. haha. That's fast.

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I am Vanessa Quek!


I blog to pen down my thoughts and also to remember the important milestones in my life!

I'm someone who has faith in God and the God within me!

I'm working hard to be in likeness to Christ! Be radical for Him! Giving Him the best years of my life!

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