haha! True true. I totally forgotten about Friendster because Facebook had stolen the limelight. But as for Tumblr, I'm not sure. Cause time is definitely not on my side for me to tumblr. It's been weeks since I last touched it.

The most energy draining week is over. 2 more weeks and I'm officially free. Okays, just free from the loads of assignments and projects and not exam. But who cares? I've got a month to study for my exam. Teehee. I had withdraw from YOG cause I could not commit and that there's date which I do not want to miss because they are dates which I need to go to my granny's house and pray. Hmmms. Somehow, things are getting better. What's with all those busy schedules? Well, they just occupied 3/4 of my brain and it's study and project every moment I wake up.

I slept to my content today. Cause this week had been waking up at 3am in the morning to study for the tests going on and falling asleep halfway and ended up not being able to finish reading it. It's just test yet we studied so hard for it. haha.

Well, part of the reason that I withdraw is because I personally wanted to commit myself to my exams. I want to use this month to study for it. Ace it, I hope. Cause projects are so sucky. Suck ttm! haha. Buck up! =)

Well, I got to go do Revit, Project Management and Fire! =)

Having a mild sore throat now. *coughs coughs* =/

P.S. Changed my blogskin. Photos that are up there is what I want to put but there are some pictures that are not up there because, either there's no space or I don't have pictures of me and you. Like aunty! =(



Now currently at EN10-5-22. Time check, 3.16am. Managed to successfully download Revit 2010. Did my counter top for pantry.

Having a DCLTC now. Which is known as, Diploma Clubs Leadership Training Camp. Brought my lappy along because I want to save time and start on my revit as soon as possible because niang and priya seems to be finishing their's soon and I do not want to burden them.

Today, or rather yesterday, is a disheartening day. I did not go to school nor go home because was overnight at Granny's wake. I tried to stay awake because I know that this is the last time I am going to spend time with her. But however, I fell asleep at 5am to 7am.
The day to take Granny's body to the Crematorium. Before that, it was raining very very heavily. I prayed and I held on to the faith that God is going to stop the rain soon. Time goes by, faith shakening but I mumbled out, "Father, Please." Within seconds, the rain became smaller. This miraculous sign makes me even more sure that Father is here and He will heal us with time going by and He will grant granny a safe journey and also, bringing her with Him.

Biding goodbye to Granny when her coffin was pushed into the cremate area by a machine. It's the first time there yet nothing fancinates me. I fought back those tears yet to no avail. I know that everything will be alright. The world still goes on. I got to put back all my attentions back to project works.

I guess, I got to go to bed soon. I'm tired. =/

Granny, this cliche still stand true, "We will never cherish it until we lose it..." I miss you...

Things ain't going well lately. =(
There's 7 more undone projects to be handed in by 2 weeks time, there's 3 test going on next week, of which 2 fell on the same day and 1 on Saturday.

But however, these are just nothing as compared to what happened on Monday.
Well, I didn't really say it out but yea, I felt awful, pain and helpless. Even though the reality had not really sink into me but it is something i got to face. Granny passed away on Monday night. The sudden departure left me dumb-founded.

It was at night around 8plus when aunty called and told dad that granny could not be waken up. I went over to granny's house which is at Sembawang with dad. The journey over there is silence, but I could feel dad's anxiety. When we reached there, it was further confirmed that granny passed away. I saw dad cried for the first time and my heart aches. Seeing him calling for granny, and feeling so lost like a little boy losing his mother, it just hurt to see that. Aunty says granny passed away peacefully and she finally broke free from the sufferings. In my opinion, I think that granny is a strong warrior, fighting the suffering for the whole of her life. One regret which I had is that I never hear her talk before, I never know how she sounds like. I never got the chance to talk to her. Thus the bond between me and her is not there but however, I guess there's a granny and granddaughter connection there. I really miss her.
Had been travelling between Sembawang and Tampines yesterday and it was a very long and tiresome journey. But, I felt as though a mindless zombie. I just go wherever my legs brought me to.
Dad's over at the wake until Friday. I'm going to stay over tmr because it's the last day on Friday. I miss my dad and of course, my granny. =(

Everything just seems so... unreal. But I can't get my mind on things, projects, assignments, test. I am rushing, I really am. But I just can't finish it. I just can't. =(

But I thank God that I had You. Praise be to Him and I will commit everything unto Your Hand. Amen.

I used to hate Glee a lot. Because the songs re-sang by them suck. But somehow my view upon them changes. This really proves to me that, "Never judge a book by its cover". And now, I shall say, "Never judge Glee by the songs they re-sang".

You got to watch the show then you will learn to love the songs sang by them. It's in fact, nice. haha. =)
Chanced upon Glee while flickering the teevee programs. It was casting the last episode. Was captivated by the song, "Faithfully".

Ohwells, I sidetracked yet again. Badly! haha. I planned to finish studying FLSM chapters 1,3 and 5 by this weekend, somehow, I only finished chapter 1. I will go to 3 later. *Fingers crossed*.
Security project, doing now.
APEL, finished and submitted.
Psycho, I forgot my thumbdrive is with Matt and now, I could not do Psycho. haha! *MATT! My thumbdrive!* haha.
Aircon, ohwells, I hope to do that later. But however, if I could not, I'm screwed. haha.

Spain and Netherland tonight. Not gonna watch it because I would rather sleep. haha. The moment when Brazil is out, I had no more mood to watch WC anymore. =/
But nonetheless, good luck! =)

Back to studying! =) Week 13 of school starts tmr! =)

I had been thinking back about the past lately. Somehow like a kind of reflection of how life had been back then till now. Oh well...

School's been rocking fun. And I love school more than usual. =)
However, left with 3-4weeks till the study break and which means YOG is coming. I'm been allocated to The Scape for Basketball facilitating. To be the Floor Manager there. I thought there's a companion for me but nopes, Brandon doesn't want to go. =( which is kinda sad cause I'm not really that close to Jiexin and we don't ever talk.
Nevermind. =) I have God with me. =)

Time to set some goals for myself now. Pull up my grades and start planning what to study starting from tmr and also not forgetting exercising. Should go for jogging thrice a week to train for campus relay. =)

Even though I had set out what to achieve by the end of the day, what matters is, will I do that? Hmmms. Due to my procrastinating state now, somehow difficult but I will do my best. =)

Last but not least, I will jiayou and everyone will too! =)

It's Thursday already and that is fast. Week 12 of school is going to an end.

Space Planning test today is like not a test cause we went around the class helping one another. haha! BB and me did the assignment tgt step by step. haha.
Air con test is a gone case one. I do not have high hope for it but I will work hard this weekend to absorb as many things as I could because i'm teaching them next week! haha. Hope it will be something easy for them. =D

Last 2 groups for IRDD presentation is over and thus marks the end of IRDD presentation for our class. =)

UNO is fun. All times fav. haha.

Last but not least, I'm not eating the Fried Beehoon from canteen anymore. Gives me stomache. =/

Awards ceremony tmr. heee. =D

Byes! =D

Monday Blues.....

Is it because there's still 6 more assignments going on?
Is it because I could not get myself discipline enough to do it?
Is it because I had been keeping this feeling so bottled up?
Is it because I had lost touch of it for such a long time already?
Or is it just normal Monday Blues?

What is happening? I don't know it myself too. Feeling oh-so down.

Prayed to Father about something which I really want to have it my way but pray that it will not turn out to be my way because after weighing the pros and cons. In the end, prayers answered and feel so dejected.

Went for a jog today. I must conquer the reservoir. Now, I feel so tired even though I had my 14hrs of sleep yesterday. Should go to bath and then do my air-con revision.

Nothing's going to cheer me up except looking at Kaka. Is that good? Getting so obssessed by him. But somehow during this obssession, I got to pull myself out of this and go back to reality because in real life, no one's gonna be kaka in my life to rely on. =(



IRDD formal presentation is overrrrr! =) breeze through the 40-50mins presentation and phew. Lucky Raymond Wong is not strict about it. He just has some doubts but glad we managed to reason it back. =) Overall it's ok. Katherine Koo loves our model. haha. I'm glad she loves Japan. haha.

And really thanks to Matthew for the awesome video. =) ChingYan niang for the designing and overall in charge and stuff. =) Priya too! hehe. I'm glad that this project had forged a friendship for me between each and every one of them. Got to know Matt and Priya and niang more and also got to learn how each of them works. =)

But in the end, i truly believe, it's God! Thank You Father for making me tide over this somehow stressful project. Thank you for answering my prayers! =) Amen!

Phewww. haha.

Time to watch World Cup tmr! =) Really hope Brazil could emerge victory but things are unpredictable, so I can't comment much. Kaka! Jiayou! =) <3

Putting GOD first in my life. Love God. Love Life. Love Others. Heart Of God Church! <3

Hello,
I am Vanessa Quek!


I blog to pen down my thoughts and also to remember the important milestones in my life!

I'm someone who has faith in God and the God within me!

I'm working hard to be in likeness to Christ! Be radical for Him! Giving Him the best years of my life!

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Interested in Korean culture and their, K-pop

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