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Tuesday, September 11, 2012
It's been awhile since I had been here blogging. I like to blog, to pen down my thoughts for certain things so that when I look back in the future, it triggered a part of my memory, like how my feelings were like while I'm typing. It's amazing how human mind works though.
University life officially started for 5 weeks already. To my surprise, it's the 5th week already. It just past by so quickly that I'm quite taken aback. Somehow, Uni life is definitely different. Firstly would be the motivation to work harder. The stress from all sides is almost tangible. Stress from school, project, people, environment, etc. Uni life is somewhat practical, take for example, scholarship, I'm awarded a scholarship and it's on a renewal basis, if I want to renew next year, I would have to write a page of write-out to state my contributions to my course or school. Somehow, everything is just so plain simple practical. No longer sheltered by the wings of care and support, it's really time to grow up and be independent.
But even though I felt so thrown back by the reality, I'm glad that I'm never alone. You may think that I'm too obsessed with my religion but trust me, there's no other way that I would rather go if I am to leave God. There's no other thing more real than Him. I can now say that I'm definitely closer to Him than ever but I know I still have a long way to go. I will continue to grow and I believe, I will continue to expand my capacity!
My thoughts are so loud that I got my first night of insomnia last night. 5th week and insomnia strikes and while in class today, I felt the urge of wanting to puke while digesting what the professor was saying. School had never been so stress but I'm enjoying campus life. I will work hard, I will.
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