»On the edge
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Have you ever felt so frustrated and stretched that, whatever move you are going to make next, will cause you fell down the cliff into a bottomless pit?Well, I felt as if I'm at the edge of a cliff now. Being pursued by scavengers, by pirates. Or rather, decisions.
If I were to ask you, choose between your friends and family. Which will you choose? I'll choose the latter. Sorry but yes, I'm going with my family. Nothing can separate this fact that family is the most important thing secondary to God.
Friends are family that we can't have. Yes, friends give us the best of our life but think about it, when you are going through a period, when you don't really want to talk to anyone but just lock yourself in your room and reflect upon it, it is family who gave you this space where you can be alone. Solitary moments.
I'm facing a lot of things now. I can't say I'm having a hell of a time. Because I know that my problems are just minor ones.
Well, standing at the cross road of friends and family. I will balance it out but you can't blame me for not spending time with you, friend. I really love my home. And when they needed me, I want to be there for them. If you need me, I will be there but sorry I just can't make it tmr. Though you will be away due to work, I will still see you again. When school reopens, I will still be spending most of my time in school. But for now, I am with my family.
Whatever you say, will not make me feel guilty for not spending time with you because I know home is where I want to be right now and for time to come.
words spilled @ 1:20 AM /
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